Training and Healthier Otter.

So, Emily and I are... Actually, I'm trying to influence Emily to get on the wagon of a healthier lifestyle. I want to her sway away from the weed and try to change her life. Yeah, sure, you can't get addicted to weed HOWEVER, you do become dependent on it. Yeah, I know the benefits, the medicinal properties and why people use it for recreational purposes but... My best friend doesn't have a medical card, nor an illness for her to get one so for her to pick up from her boyfriend and other friends is still considered illegal. And the fact that her boyfriend is growing and he doesn't even have a medical card either and doesn't have a reason to get one, that's also considered illegal and I don't want Emily to get in trouble.

Now that her boyfriend's back, we have an awkward living situation. He brought all his weed equipment, growing it in the sleeping area and we all three sleep on the same bed but we all sleep horizontally. Talk about awkward. -_- and it's a studio apartment.

I've been training, eating healthy, and working out and I'm staying healthy but it's just weird how everyone keeps coming over, picking up, smoking it up and getting stoned and I'm the awkward, super-clean, innocent-looking Asian, sitting in the corner, online, watching Asian dramas. LOL. BUT, as long as I'm clean, sober and it won't hinder my chances in getting in the military then I'm good.

Today, when we came back from the gym, we entered the house and the house definitely smells like maryj. Sigh. And that's all the way in the bed area. What more with smoking it? Sigh. Now, her boyfriend's best friend and his girlfriend came over and brought more weed and some hash. Great. Are we putting the hash in our food now?

Awkward.

Thus, why I need to get out soon.

Emily's boyfriend's best friend just asked if I wanted some weed while they're smoking some. I'm glad you have manners but no thanks.

More awkwardness.

Awkward,
Otter

Stay or Move Out and Updates

I haven't blogged in a while and I finally know how it feels to not really blog. It feels a little weird.

Anyways, so I'm four days in and I like it but I feel like me being here is making things awkward around here. I mean, living in with roommates all of a sudden could be a burden, almost I think... That's one of the reasons why I was a little hesitant to come here because I knew I'd be with him and his roommates and I wasn't sure how they would be liking the idea.

I feel like I make things awkward here because I don't attend the university so I'm just... Staying here. I need to step up my game in finding a job though.

I've been feeling this way since the night I came here and now, I'm thinking that I can't stay...

Pucca, Meet My Shovel.

DUDE, SERIOUSLY. I'M TOTALLY THE SAME! I don't like random people touching my head or my hair unless it's their job. Even if there is a sticky lollipop in my hair, they will not go near it (unless I'm comfortable with them doing it) but usually I'll do it myelf. It's annoying when people just do it as if it's nothing. NOOOOOTHING!!!!!!!! Drives me crazy!!!

(When someone places their hand on my head)

(I look at the person who did it...)

(My FIRST warning...)