DG, please.

"I feel like moving in like, a month. I feel like I don't belong here in California."

DG... Please don't move to Utah so soon... :(

Sigh. If you do. Can I come?

Poo,
Otter

I Can't Stay, Apparently.

Here's the hard part that I didn't want to talk about now...

Remember when I said that I had a feeling that I was making things awkward in the house? Well, I'm correct. The reason why all the boys in the house were in the other room for such a long time was because they were talking to Aaron about how much longer I'm going to have to stay because they thought I was only here for the weekend. He didn't tell his roommates that I was staying for a while, thinking that it's going to be okay because one roommate tends to have his girlfriend over from time to time as well so he planned it on his own without telling his roommates ahead of time: His mistake.

He didn't talk to me about it until last night when I came home at about 5pm, after getting maps and bus routes to find a job slightly outside Towson University. I come home, find the roommates and friends in the living room playing video games. I walk into the bedroom to change and he goes, "We need to talk." and I'm like, "Sure" thinking that I already know what's going to happen or what we're going to talk about and he goes, "You can't stay here anymore..." and we talked about it and he told me that his roommates are staying to feel uncomfortable that I'm here for so long and that I'm being of a slight distraction with him and his school work and Army ROTC. Since I'm around, he only wants to be with me and whatnot but he has to sleep and do so many other things, so he isn't doing as good in training in the morning and has to work extra hard and he missed a quiz in his psychology class and he has a ton of work to do.

Stay or Move Out and Updates

I haven't blogged in a while and I finally know how it feels to not really blog. It feels a little weird.

Anyways, so I'm four days in and I like it but I feel like me being here is making things awkward around here. I mean, living in with roommates all of a sudden could be a burden, almost I think... That's one of the reasons why I was a little hesitant to come here because I knew I'd be with him and his roommates and I wasn't sure how they would be liking the idea.

I feel like I make things awkward here because I don't attend the university so I'm just... Staying here. I need to step up my game in finding a job though.

I've been feeling this way since the night I came here and now, I'm thinking that I can't stay...

September 19th, 2011 - Maryland Bound

I'm finally in Maryland! And I have to tell you, the moment I got on that plane from Seattle, it was just so intense! I was so nervous, scared, excited, worried but I loved the rush. I'm not quite sure why I was going to postpone this! Anyways, my flight to Seattle was a little boring, I was up until 3AM and I couldn't sleep on the plane because I was filled with so much emotions... And then when I reached Philadelphia at around 2:00pm, Blue Fox called me and asked where I was and I was glad to hear from him on the phone... It helped my three hour lay over go by faster but then I heard the intercom and said that my flight from Philadelphia to Maryland would only be 20~35 minutes! I was like, "Whaaaaaaaaat?!" so it was a short ride.

"I'll see you tomorrow" ♡

I have the address of Blue Fox's apartment and the mailing address. Woot! I'm excited. I texted him saying that he should sleep now because he has a PT test tomorrow in the morning so he has to wake up before 5am to get ready... But then, he called me for a little bit before he heads to bed.

Blue Fox: I was studying but now, I'm about to go to sleep because I have physical training tomorrow in the morning.
Otter: I know, that's why you should sleep now.
Blue Fox: Mhmm. For the mailing address, it could be different for you but it's different here? But! Do what you want. (laughs)
Otter: Fine, I'll do it your way...
Blue Fox: Mhmm...
Otter: Go sleep now.
Blue Fox: Okay...
Otter: Goodnight~
Blue Fox: I'll see you tomorrow...
(hangs up)

OMG, I SERIOUSLY CAN'T BELIEVE IT! WOOT!

See YOU tomorrow,
Otter

Up and Packing...

I've been trying to pack since Friday night. Blue Fox keeps asking me, "Are you done packing?" and I keep saying no because I realized, I'd be over-weight for one whole bag. So, I'm bringing only one (the black one) and then I'll have the other one sent to me when I have the money or I'll go and pick it up or something... I don't know yet...

Blue Fox: Are you done packing?
Otter: No. Haha.
Blue Fox: How many bags are you bringing?
Otter: One.
Blue Fox: That's it?
Otter: Well...
Blue Fox: Well...?
Otter: I'm leaving some stuff. I'll be over-weight.
Blue Fox: What? No. Bring all of it.
Otter: It's too much. Do you know how much I'll be paying for being over-weight? And plus... It'll freak you and your roommates out.
Blue Fox: Bring it all. Don't worry about the money. I made room in my wide closet... You have half a closet to yourself and a whole drawer to yourself. In my closet, I'm using less than half, actually. The rest you can use.
Otter: We're sharing drawers and closets?
Blue Fox: Mmm, yes.

OMG, WE'RE SHARING DRAWERS!

Blue Fox: Did you have sweaters?
Otter: Yeah, but not heavy jackets though... I know it'll snow soon.
Blue Fox: Mhm. That's fine. You can use my sweaters...

OMG, WE'RE BORROWING SWEATERS!

Blue Fox and Otter Argued.

Turtle, you just said exactly what Blue Fox just said. (referring to Chatterbox comment)

So, Blue Fox was telling me to buy a ticket, ditch the interview and go there now so last night, we spoke on the phone. And he was upset that I didn't buy the ticket... To be honest, I didn't think he'd ever be THAT upset over me not buying the ticket but apparently, I was wrong.

Nothing's Stopping Me But...

I was talking to Blue Fox last night and he seemed really serious about me going over there. I mean, I'm not saying I didn't take it seriously because I did but like, he's really wanting me to go RIGHT NOW. THIS WEEK. Actually, tomorrow.

Useless Tension in Seattle

Anyways, with my aunt and I... There's tension building up pretty quickly and I actually don't see the point in it and why she's so mad.

She was planning this trip to Great Wolf, which is like an indoor water park thing, and when she was still planning it she asked me what I thought about it and I told her that I can swim but I don't think it's quite a good idea because for one, I have other things to do, better things to do and priorities to think of first... I didn't come back to Seattle to play around and go on trips.

But I've already told her that she didn't have to but she still decided to go with it. She was inviting her friend, Maureen, but I don't really like her because of the way she treated my uncle (who she was married to) so it was uncomfortable... But then last Saturday, she asked if she could bring her 50-year-old boytoy Willy but I thought it would be extra uncomfortable... Because I have no idea where she got him and they've only been seeing each other for a short time and she was thinking of him being with us in the hotel room but I told her that we'd be all girls and then you bring in this guy that you just met... I expressed that it'd be uncomfortable. She was... Not liking my answer.