Showing posts with label Seattle. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Seattle. Show all posts

Monday, September 19, 2011

"I'll see you tomorrow" ♡

I have the address of Blue Fox's apartment and the mailing address. Woot! I'm excited. I texted him saying that he should sleep now because he has a PT test tomorrow in the morning so he has to wake up before 5am to get ready... But then, he called me for a little bit before he heads to bed.

Blue Fox: I was studying but now, I'm about to go to sleep because I have physical training tomorrow in the morning.
Otter: I know, that's why you should sleep now.
Blue Fox: Mhmm. For the mailing address, it could be different for you but it's different here? But! Do what you want. (laughs)
Otter: Fine, I'll do it your way...
Blue Fox: Mhmm...
Otter: Go sleep now.
Blue Fox: Okay...
Otter: Goodnight~
Blue Fox: I'll see you tomorrow...
(hangs up)

OMG, I SERIOUSLY CAN'T BELIEVE IT! WOOT!

See YOU tomorrow,
Otter

Saturday, September 17, 2011

A New Step For Otter

Sigh. After freaking out last night... I took what Blue Fox said and he's right. I have to think for myself. All this time, I've been thinking of others, what others think, what others want me to do and I forgot all the things that I wanted to do and what I need to do for myself. I've been sheltered so much by my mother and I thank her for that but I grew up, scared of taking chances when I know I should. It hurt me that my mother would pity-talk me saying things like, "You'd take this job in Los Angeles if you still care about your mother and your dogs." if I had the chance, I'd be in the Philippines, taking care of my mother and my dogs every single day but who'll support them? No one. Not even my father will. I have to help... But I just hate people telling me to do this because they all count on me. I have my mother, my dogs, and five other people (that I have to pay back) on my back and it's seriously weighing me down but I have to do what I have to do; think for myself for once. Even if I come off as selfish and self-centered.

So, I gathered up the courage and took a chance...

I bought a ticket to Maryland, Monday - Sept. 19th, and I arrive at Baltimore-Washington International at 6:44PM-ish. OMGOMGOMGOMG!!!

I'm doing it! I jumped... I took a chance. I'm taking this for myself and giving this whole new "taking chances" thing a try. It's a little scary because I have doubts like what if Blue Fox doesn't actually come and pick me up. LOL. (I think he will. I don't know. He says he's excited. I don't know. Sigh.)

But, I do have a back-up plan though. If this doesn't work out and it starts to feel uneasy, I'll head back... Somewhere.

Like what my friend Trace-face says, "It'll be an adventure. Everyone should do something out of the norm and a little wild."

And guess who got her period today after all that stressing out? OTTER! Sigh.

Am I Wrong?,
Otter

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Useless Tension in Seattle

Anyways, with my aunt and I... There's tension building up pretty quickly and I actually don't see the point in it and why she's so mad.

She was planning this trip to Great Wolf, which is like an indoor water park thing, and when she was still planning it she asked me what I thought about it and I told her that I can swim but I don't think it's quite a good idea because for one, I have other things to do, better things to do and priorities to think of first... I didn't come back to Seattle to play around and go on trips.

But I've already told her that she didn't have to but she still decided to go with it. She was inviting her friend, Maureen, but I don't really like her because of the way she treated my uncle (who she was married to) so it was uncomfortable... But then last Saturday, she asked if she could bring her 50-year-old boytoy Willy but I thought it would be extra uncomfortable... Because I have no idea where she got him and they've only been seeing each other for a short time and she was thinking of him being with us in the hotel room but I told her that we'd be all girls and then you bring in this guy that you just met... I expressed that it'd be uncomfortable. She was... Not liking my answer.

Friday, July 15, 2011

Oh Seattle, We Meet Again.

I'm back in Seattle... And it's cold! :)

Let's recap: I hate Delta Airlines. Why? Because they feed you when you're sleeping. I hate how they bang my table open and place my food tray on it while I'm sleeping. I mean, seriously? I'm sleeping, I don't want to hear whether you have chicken or beef and no, I don't want coffee, tea, beer or cola. Uhg, it's like China Airlines all over again... Shame on you, Delta. Shame on you. Where are your manners? I should have taken Korean Air.

My flight from Japan to Seattle would have been nice if the Korean guy didn't ask me to switch seats with him so he could sit next to his friend/brother because I was sitting alone hoping that I would sit alone during the flight or at least sit with someone cute but when they came up to me and asked, I was a little upset. Hmm, here's how the conversation went:

(A conversation in Korean)
Korean guy: Hi, excuse me. Are you Korean?
Me: Mmm, yes. Why?
Korean guy: Ah~ Good. Is it okay with you if you could switch seats with me?
Me: Um... Where's your seat? What's the seat number?
Korean guy: 32J.
Me: Ah~ Alright. That's fine.
Korean guy: Ohmygod, thank you so much.
Me: No problem~
Korean guy's friend: I'm so sorry~
Me: Oh, no. Haha. It's alright. Don't worry about it~

To be honest, it was horrible. Why? Because the guy that I was suppose to was SO cute! Uhg! I didn't want to be rude and it was a window seat so I couldn't complain but it would have been a better ride if I got to sit next to him! He was so cute... Why didn't that Korean guy let me sit next to his friend/brother so I can make love to his amazing Asian features? Sad face.

He was tall, athletic-built, nice Asian eyes (not too big, not too small), nice smile, low voice, manly hands and from the looks of his shirt, he seems to work out and probably has nice chocolate abs... It was like his shirt was covering a nice six-piece section from a Hersey bar! Sigh.

Why is it that whenever I sit next to someone cute on the plane, something happens and makes them move? That's like the time I was on my flight from Japan to Seattle almost two years ago and I sat next to this Japanese guy who was really, really handsome but the lady flight attendant was being a bitch to him and couldn't let him sleep so he got pissed off and switched to an empty seat on the plane. Yes, I was happy that I got two seats all to myself to sleep on but he was so handsome. And now that this incident has happened again, I'm mad. I would have sat next to a very cute, Korean guy with a nice body for more than eight hours, eating with him, sleeping next to him and even maybe watching a movie with him. SEE, IT'S THE PERFECT DATE WITH A CUTE STRANGER WITHOUT EVEN TALKING TO HIM! Maybe, if the cards were good we could have had a conversation... BUT NO, THE UNIVERSE DECIDED TO BE CRUEL TO ME. Sad face.

Anyways, now that I'm back, I'm trying to get over this jet lag. What was funny was that I dozed off in the house at 5pm, woke up at 2am, showered at 4am, ate breakfast at about 430~5am and went back to sleep before 6am, and woke up at 815am. Yeah, that needs to be fixed. But now, I'm going to look for a job or two since people here are really in need of hiring so I'm down to make some money... I feel like this is a nice turn in my life, it's starting to feel like thing are going to get better and that this is the change that I need.

What's my next mission? Finding a nice, handsome guy that I can have tons of beautiful babies with. OH, OH, OH! LET ME FIND, MATT! THE GUY THAT SOLD ME MY SHOES AT THE MALL! (puts on hunting gear)

Mrs. Feel Good,
Otter

Friday, July 1, 2011

Seattle Bound: 12 Days

I have 12 days left here. No, not here on this blog. Or 13 days if you want to count the day/morning that I leave... Actually, I have mix emotions about this. As excited as I am, I'm also hesitant.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Otter Huslin' For Money

So today, my plane ticket has been purchased for July 13th (11:00AM) to Seattle. No doubt, I miss it~ I think it's time to go back. I need to work and try to be on my own... If you lived in my household, you'll know why I have to leave. I'm already working on my resume so I can already start looking for jobs as soon as I get there and as of right now, I have two in mind. I've been wanting to cash in some money for a long time since my current job is slowly going down. Also, it's time for me to hustle!

Honestly, I don't know when I'll be coming back and that includes Christmas. I'm in Seattle up until the Air Force calls me in for BMT... But while I wait, I'll be working and working out. I want to see how determined I can be when I'm on my own, I want to see how I can handle not being able to drive to work but take the bus and things like that. Basically, it's time to live away from my parents and see how I can live on my own. It's time... I'm effing 21, ya'll. I've been in and out of the house since I was 17 but this time, it'll be permanent. Yezzir~

So, do you best to hang out with me as much as you can before I leave because you never know the next time we'll see each other. Sigh, sigh. Sure, there's Facebook and instant messaging but still. The next time you see me, I'll be in my bluer uniform. HUAA!

Hustlin',
Otter