Giddy Otter and Lovely Indigo

Indigo: Give me time and I will.

Otter: You will what?

Indigo: Kidnap you!

Otter: Oh! Okay. Well. I'm still waiting, no worries.

(My MSN status was, "Kidnap me, baby.")

Otter: I really wanted to make the world jealous.

Indigo: Me too. It would have to wait a bit longer to be jealous

Otter: I guess so

Indigo: Patience. Patience...

Otter: (sad face)

Indigo: I know

Lonely Otter

It sucks to not have someone to talk to at this time of night...

So, the guy that I'm insanely smitten over? Yeah, let's call him Indigo. For many reasons, one being that it's a little lonely too. It's not the kind that you approach immediately but you know it's calm and comfortable. Everyone knows it, sees it, sometimes doesn't care but always fall back on it. It's friendly, shy and sometimes mysterious. That's Indigo.

I may not know what has been said... But I know it doesn't feel good.

What am I doing to myself?

Smitten Otter III

I don't know if he's on the same page as I am, but whatever this is... I'll keep it. I'm really happy, I'm smiling again and as long as it's from him, I'm happy. If I have to keep my feelings bottled up just so I don't mess this up, I'll shut up. I'll zip my lips and go along with it, just as long as I can have him here with me, protecting me, making me happy, making everything feel so much better... I'll do it. Just as long as he stays here with me.

As of now, he wants me to stay. So, I will.

Smitten Otter II

I just read both letters that stretches my smile a mile away. I'm reading them for the nth time, shuffling through the pictures for the nth time and I have to tell you... I think I got it reeeeaaaal bad this time. No joke.

You know how bad I got it? It has gotten to the point where he's my cellphone wallpaper because I can't get enough of him. It's one of his rare smiling pictures. (laughs) And whenever someone signs on MSN and I hear that log-in-alarm, I immediately hope that he signed in but it ends up not being him. Ahhh~ I'm terrible.

Smitten Turtle is Smitten

 As much as I am crazy about Panda, it's pretty obvious he's not interested. Like... whatever. I'm pretty contented just enjoying his company whenever there's a chance that we get to hang out.

 Incubus will be having their concert here in the Philippines around late July. Judging by Panda's FB status, he's a big fan. For some random reason, I wish that I had tickets to a band that I don't really care about.

 If I had those tickets, I'd give them to him. Then he can take whoever he wants to that concert.

OMG what is wrong with me.

Weirded out,
Turtle

Otter is HELLA smitten.

Yes, yes you guys... You read right. Otter is smitten like craaaaaazy... It's actually scaring her.

So there's this guy that I've known since elementary/intermediate school~ Around fourth grade. And it wasn't until fifth grade when we were classmates that I had this huuuuuuuge crush on him for a good two years. He didn't know (or at least I think he didn't) and I doubt that he liked me either. We talked every now and then, he helped me with Mandarin during Mandarin class once but other than that, we were always on separate sides of the room and sticking our tongues out at each other. I felt lucky when I got to sit next to him but we'd still be sticking out our tongues at each other. That's the (lame) "relationship" we had.