Accurate.

 ZOMG EXACTLY.

I am not cheezy.

I like hugs.

Art by HJ Story



Awkward Turtle.

I'm Trying To Update...

I'm sorry I haven't been able to update on here for a while. Some days, I'm really busy and then there are days where I'm in my room, in my bed, hibernating. So, I apologize. And I'm going to update little by little so it's going to be all over the place... I was originally going to update with EVERYTHING put out there but I realized that will never happen because it's too much. So I'll spread it out. Haha.

Good Vibes Saturday

  So I went to Taft to meet Derp at SDA. He was finishing up one of his final projects and one of his schoolmates, Pretzel, who happened to be in the elevator I was taking was all, "so you're going to your boyfriend?"
 "Yup. What about you?"
"Oh, I'm also gonna meet him coz I borrowed his usb to print my project."

 Then on our way to the sound studios, Pretzel was telling me that Derp seems really nice and that it's good that he's working hard on his projects. He added though that his first impression of Derp was that he's either a druggie or just badly needed sleep.
   I'm seriously beginning to consider asking Godfather to lace Derp's food with just enough melatonin to make him consistently sleep early. XD

P: So what happened to JerkJerk? Do you still see him? You guys still hang out?
Me: JerkJerk? Oh. Nah, we don't hang out anymore. He's been dropping some of his classes ever since he began his obsession with computer games.
P: Wow, that's bad.
Me: Yeah.
P: You guys were dating right?
Me: Err, not officially. It was getting there but his love for computer games got the better of him so I was like "no thanks."

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     So that little conversation kind of reminded me how different things are now.

  Derp's guilty pleasure is being "a proper boyfriend." I just had dinner with the family in their house and we were just trolling around in his room and he said that he apologized for not being a good man-friend lately because of finals. I was like, "when was your man-friendness diminishing??"And he tried explaining that because we haven't been going out on proper dates like dinner and movies, just the two of us. I like going on dates but that's not entirely the point of being in a relationship.

"We don't have to go out all the-"
"BUT I WANT TO."
"Okaaay."

Riiight.

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Dinner with the family. The meal was hugely Indian food. There was chicken curry, chili, and that Indian-style empanada (forgot the name LOL but it was delicious).

Scary One: I love you.
Dad: I love you too, son.
Scary: I was talking to the curry.

Me

LOL IDEK

 During dinner, I was just looking at the Quiet One and I was thinking the entire time THE SHIP BETWEEN HIM AND KOALA SHOULD WORK OMG
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And yeah, their new house is definitely better. There's something quite zen about it and it's more airy and bright. The atmosphere is more relaxing too.

And now a .gif just for teh lolz.

Werk it.

Awkward Turtle

I like some songs in Glee. Some.

   The other night (and I told Charlie about this already), I dreamt that I had a haircut. It was a short haircut that I normally wouldn't pick. I think this signifies that change is friggin' inevitable. Oh subconscious.

 Anyway, yesterday I am just friggin' grateful that I am surrounded by lovely people like Charlie, Godmother, and Wina the Pooh (I need to improve my nickname-ing skills), and Derp. I have to keep reminding myself to take it one day at a time.

 I shall do a few chores and then get ready to meet up with Derp and then I can finally go to their new house and be all cuddly. And shit.

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Sickness and Dreams

     I've been pretty sick plus with an extremely upset stomach after downing street food last Monday. I haven't eaten street food for months now since I've been minimizing my intake of junk and fastfood, and along with it I've avoided street food all together. So after suddenly downing a meal's worth of street food pre-dinner (my mom's idea), I got sick, sluggish, fever, muscle aches the next day and I didn't eat for the next 24 hours in an attempt for my body to get rid of whatever bad stuff I ate. For some reason, that worked. My sluggishness and aches were gone and I felt clear-headed but my stomach was still in occasional bouts of pain. It's better now but GOD it's never fun to be that sick. NEVER EVER.

  I had this dream the other night. Tuesday night, I believe. I was hanging out with Diego Galan (which is very weird coz I haven't seen or spoken to him in ages, and no I don't have a pseudonym for him at the moment since we don't even hang out) in this random room when this crazy lady tries to break in the door using a knife. She manages to unlock the knob but Diego and I are blocking the door. So I can't remember exactly what happened next but next thing I knew I was also holding a knife and telling the crazy lady to piss off coz I wasn't afraid to hurt her. She got wilder and crazier and proceeded to attack a white kitten nearby out of frustration. Now THAT royally pissed me off so I knocked her off the kitten and told her that I can bear her messing with me and my friends but to attack an innocent creature was the last straw and I told her I wasn't afraid to murder her.

 She angrily stormed away. The kitten was totally ok, no wounds or broken bones or any marks made. It managed to protect itself by curling up into a ball of fur. (D'AAAAWWW).

 From my limited experience in analyzing my own dreams, I can safely say Diego G. represents my dreams of intensively learning Spanish and traveling to Spain (he recently was awarded a scholarship to study in Spain which is like THE DREAM). I'm not sure what the white kitten represents (if anybody has an idea, let me know). Crazy lady could represent my recent anxieties that sometimes spiral to panic but not entirely sure. This might root from the fact that my mom told me she can't enroll me for next term. -_- I dunno.

If anyone knows a good part time job that would fit me, let me know. I'd still like to stay here in Manila if ever.

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Personality Development. What.

  One of my brother's batchmates, a girl who I look up to as my older sister- let's call her Boots- contacted me the other week, saying that the college her family owns in the province are organizing this Personality Development seminar for their college and high school students and they're looking for a  guest speaker on the topic.


  Boots said that I was the first person to pop in her mind and asked if I'd be free around second week of October.

Initial reaction:

I was like, "seriously? Me? You want me to give a talk on Personality Development? I have a personality and charm of a slug."

 She insisted, saying that she believes I'll do good and said that I have to give a 2-hour presentation at the most. And I have to do it with Powerpoint.

I haven't done this kind of thing before (Personality development. IDEK.) and it's probably social suicide but what the hell. YOLO.

Awkward Turtle

P.S.
Guys, I plan to make my personality development presentation to be unique and slightly deviate from the typical personality development presentations so it would be nice if you could give me suggestions on what personality aspects/improvements students should work on. Please please pretty please.