It's Official... YAY!

For some reason, I started thinking "when will I be Blue Fox's girlfriend?" because he hasn't quite asked me so one night, I told him, "I'm not quite you're girlfriend..." and he said, "what makes you think that you're not my girlfriend?" and I told him, "because you haven't asked me yet." and he said, "you know what? You're right. I didn't ask you. I just always assumed that when you came here that you were already my girlfriend and everyone here (roommates and close friends) know that you are. But I forgot that I didn't even ask you... I'm sorry."

He first said, "Be my girlfriend." and I said, "Are you telling me or asking me?" and he said, "Will you or may you be my girlfriend?" and I said, "yes" - It's official baby!

But now I'm confused, should I count it as the day that I came (since he assumed) or should I count it on the day he asked me? Haha, I don't know.

Sadly, he's at work until Sunday so I won't get to see him until Sunday afternoon or Sunday night so I'm with the roommates until then. A little awkward but maybe I can use this chance to get to know them... I need to overcome my shyness.

So now that Conner came back home, we're watching "Breaking Bad" together and i'm trying to look for a job and he's just... Doing what he does. Haha.

What's Wrong With Otter?

I've noticed with the guys that I've dated, I'm always the one that ends up being tossed aside. There was only one occasion where there was a mutual break up (it ended well, we're still friends. One of those rare things too) and there's one where we were just always missing our chance to be together so it ended up not working out.

On most of the relationships, it would either be it stops during the dating process or it fails when or shortly before it reaches three years. Maybe it's because when you've reached three years, that's the moment where you start and think about whether the relationship ends right then and there or goes further to something more serious, i.e. marriage. Don't look at me like that, that's what the experts said... I'm just assuming.