ATP Probs.

I've been trying to get a hold of my MTL (Military Training Leader) because last Friday, I missed Open Ranks (which is you show up in whatever uniform they want you in and meet up at a certain time, certain place with your transition card so they can check you, see if you keep your uniform looking good and such) because we had a manditory First Duty Station briefing (a briefing about where we're going after Tech School) and so I told him about it ahead of time and he said that I can miss Open Ranks for it but to come see him Tuesday (yesterday) and make it up. So I did, but he wasn't around so I wasn't able to get my transition card stamped.

WTF Blue Fox, Just Stop It!

You tell me the only time to see you is today and I have to be at Fullerton, CA  by 7PM? For what? A FUCKING EVENT? I don't want to go to one of your company's seminars! I want to see YOU! How hard is that? Yes, I don't have a car. No, I'm not going to spend $200 on taxi. I'll take a train but you have to meet me half way!

Blue Fox: Today is the only day for the event.
Otter: What are you doing for the other days you're going to be here?
Blue Fox: I'll tell you when you come here tonight.
Otter: Poo. Just tell me.
Blue Fox: You have to earn it. Depending, you might see me all week but that all depends how much effort you put into coming today.

It bugs the shit out of me every time you do this! Why do I have to do all the proving? Why?! Am I or have I made it so fucking hard to make you see that I love you?! I moved out of Seattle for you. Yeah, I wanted to live in Maryland and you were a big push but look at what happened! I was even willing to move back for you during the spring! But look what happened.

Why do I have to the proving?! Isn't it already obvious that I want to be with you? Isn't it already obvious that I love you?! Isn't it already obvious that I'm willing to do everything I can for you?! WHAT MORE DO I HAVE TO FUCKING DO TO MAKE YOU REALIZE THIS?!

Why can't you just tell me that you love me? Why can't you just be sweet like before? Why can't you just tell me that you miss me?! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST TELL ME THE SHIT I ALREADY KNOW?! Why make me go through all of this?!

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Otter

We Are The 95%. We Need To Be The 5%.

A lot of times, what kept me sane was what I knew in my heart. (That sounds really cheesy.) But it's true. This is what I learned:

95% of us grow up knowing how to live the industrial age/industrial revolution and we're taught that we needed to go to school, get through college with a degree and get a job... And you have to complete that properly with the years that are included. And then, when we get a "stable" job, we need to work that job for 40~50 years and then retire. Correct? That's how employees and self-employees work. So the way we live is: Time = Money.

The other 5% is the very few that make it through success. They know how to earn money with very little effort. And those are those who know business and know how to invest. And in this section, the way they think is: Thinking = Money.

Now, this is where I found a turning point...

Abortions, Babies and Change.

I don't know why but I feel like I should talk about babies, families and abortion. I know it may be weird but I have this strong feeling to share my thoughts.

McDonald's, PETA and Pitbulls

"According to McDonald's new radio commercial, they say eating their chicken bites is less risky than petting a (stray) "pitbull". We don't care what product they are promoting, but by insulting that petting a "pitbull" is unsafe, is not only false advertising but it's creating an unfair image in the public eye for dogs.  Please contact McDonalds at 1-800-244-6227 and give them your feedback about this commercial. Your silence serves as agreement so let your voice be heard!"

( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SAEg0WsRz64 ) - Here's the actual commercial that aired on the radio.

My best friend and I totally called and gave McDonald's a piece of our mind! Not only do I agree that it's false advertising and it's just reassuring the horrible image that these dogs have to the public but I think it's just plain bullpoop! These dogs are the most loving, loyal and smart dogs that I've come to know! They were bred to protect their family and were also bred to be kind enough to withstand children and that's what makes them one of the best breeds for family... You just need to train them properly. But there are some evil people in the world that use this breed for their own good and use them for gambling and street dog fighting. That's why most of them are aggressive and have to be put down (if they are lucky enough to live through the grueling fights they are forced into) and there are some even more evil people out there who themselves cut the ear-flaps of the pitbulls just so that when they fight, they won't have the ear-flaps chomped on. And it makes me want to cry when I hear and see stories like these because these breeds don't need this kind of horrible attention!

HUMANS buy them.
HUMANS over breed them.
HUMANS cut their ears off.
HUMANS beat them.
HUMANS make them fight.
Yet, HUMANS blames the breed for being bad!

And another reason why I hate PETA because they say that they support animal rights but if you really look into them, PETA supports the EXTERMINATION of pitbull-type breeds AND slaughter of elk on an island off of the coast of California- not for people to USE the meat, but just to kill them because they are not "native" to the island. How does that make any sense? At least hunters use what they kill. Definite hypocrites.

And it's painful to see this because I love Soonja (Blue Fox's female pitbull) and we both love her to death because she is the cutest and most sweet dog.

UGH! PETA and McDonald's UGH!,
Otter

Otter's Insecurities.

Definitely, Turtle.

Growing up, I always thought I was ugly.

What's Wrong With Otter?

I've noticed with the guys that I've dated, I'm always the one that ends up being tossed aside. There was only one occasion where there was a mutual break up (it ended well, we're still friends. One of those rare things too) and there's one where we were just always missing our chance to be together so it ended up not working out.

On most of the relationships, it would either be it stops during the dating process or it fails when or shortly before it reaches three years. Maybe it's because when you've reached three years, that's the moment where you start and think about whether the relationship ends right then and there or goes further to something more serious, i.e. marriage. Don't look at me like that, that's what the experts said... I'm just assuming.