North, Frisbee, Knee.

I helped the Bishop on some work at North High School (since he’s a vice principal) we rounded up all the students who are taking summer school and I was in charge of grouping them into subjects and sending them to the counselor’s office. I’m surprised at how many students are taking summer classes (appox. 1600 students) and I was getting irritated at how much they lack discipline, how they don’t listen and how they’re just so goddamn slow! Sigh. But after having them fix their schedules (because they were too stupid to fix it before summer school started), I went into VP Davis’ office and I managed and filed the “drop outs” and I went through 20 pages of drop out students. WHO DROPS OUT OF SUMMER SCHOOL?

So, I worked/helped out for eight straight hours and cut Bishop’s work by two~three hours. I had fun doing it, actually. I also reorganized his office because I’m nice and OCD.

And then I went to Ultimate Frisbee.

But I didn't run as much as I wanted to or as fast as I wanted to because I've been having this discomfort in my right knee. So I didn't want to make it worse.

For two almost three weeks now, I've been feeling this discomfort in my right knee... When I squat all the way or do what's called a "duck squat" and I pivot to my right knee, putting my weight on my right knee, there's this discomfort right in the middle of my knee and behind my hamstring. And I don't have it on my left knee... Just my right. But if I keep my right knee bent, the discomfort's gone but if I were to stand up, I'll feel it and have to walk it out to relieve it. I don't know what's the problem and it's bothering me because I want to fix it. I've never had this before! Some of my friends tell me it's because I'm either overusing it, or depending on my right side too much or I'm not using it as much as I should and then overdo it when I work out or I'm not stretching enough in the area.

Sigh.

Mrrrrrr,
Otter

I Regret Nothing.

I wonder if what I did today was a good thing.

I went to the UCR's Institute to meet up with the Elders to have our lesson. After our hour lesson, we departed and I walked to the University Village to stop by 7/11 because I wanted a drink and some beef jerky. I then went out to sit on the chairs outside 7/11 to call Mrs. Davis regarding if I can finally move into her place for the time being because I'm dropping off Emily at the airport tomorrow and she's going to be gone for three months and I'm definitely not staying at the apartment with just her boyfriend.

So, I called Mrs. Davis but she didn't answer so I had to leave a message, as I was waiting for the voicemail message to finish so I can leave one, this young black kid comes up to me...

Abortions, Babies and Change.

I don't know why but I feel like I should talk about babies, families and abortion. I know it may be weird but I have this strong feeling to share my thoughts.

KONY 2012: Join the movement!

This video has people loving it and "hating" it. I absolutely love this video because I've always known that the children in Africa (not just in Uganda) were always suffering with some kind of tragedy. I'm aware that they need the most help. Growing up and wanting to be an activist in almost all aspects, I was well aware that there were children being abducted in their own homes, away from their families (and sometimes forced to kill them) because they are promised for a "better life" and are promised to be given money to support them for the rest of their lives and sometimes, they are promised that they will be put to school. Can you imagine how bad the situation is that you are to kill others just to be put to school? Just to have money? Just to have a safer life? You and I will say "I'll never do that" but we have never lived a life where it was that bad. See, these kids need help... These kids have such a high desire to go to school because they all know that an education is the future, education is success, education is safety. But at this rate, these kids are wanting to die because they have no hope. Yet, you and I struggle to get out of bed every morning because we don't want to go to school. Yes, even I had moments like that but we have to remember that we're so lucky to even go to school to begin with when there is another child dying to go to school. And I bet you there is someone out there who has a bigger dream than you.

Ever since the fourth grade, I've always been apart of things where it helps others. I remember I had a pen pal during the fourth grade who was in an orphanage here in the United States and she would tell me her dreams and what she wanted to be when she grew up... I was living all the way in Singapore and she was living in the US. As amazing as the universe works, she found me on Myspace a few years ago during high school. For her to be that determined to find me made me feel really good... She told me how my letters helped her growing up and she found me, to keep in touch and to thank me for everything that I've done even if it played a small role as writing a letter like a friend. And ever since fourth grade, I've had countless pen pals from Russia, US, South Africa, Japan, Korea, and Taiwan. I've also done hundreds of charity work and helped non-profit organizations throughout my life and I will continue to do so as I get older.

You can say that Invisible Children doesn't do what they say but honestly, I think it doesn't matter... Just the fact that one organization is trying their best to open the eyes of the people is enough for any of us. Most of us worry that we're not good enough, sometimes our unbearable source of misery in our daily lives is the weight we're unhappy about, the baldness we can't stop, the lack of achievement in the work place or whatever reasons there may be for people to feel so unhappy about... But just open your eyes and look around you. Someone, somewhere, out there is suffering more than you. There are people starving in other countries, there are babies being killed because they were born the wrong gender, there are little girls and young women being sold by their families in return for money, there are boys being abandoned by their families and being put in an orphanage where they are turned into soldiers for their country, there are millions of people being abused, there are so many things going on in our world and we're not doing enough. And I know some people are like, "How can I help?" "What can I do?" and some people can't, and I understand because as much as I want to help, I can't donate when I want to or do something when I want to but as long as you pass things along and help educate yourself and others around you and have your government in your area know about this as well... That's what helps change the world. We, as citizens, cannot always rely on our government to do things for US. WE demand what needs to be done and to make that happen is to make the government KNOW and CARE about the situation. That's how we change the world. That's how we all can be leaders in our own way.

And this is one of the reasons why I do what I do. This is the reason why I joined Jobs Daughters, Helping Hands, D.E.L.T.A Rescue, ASPCA, African Wildlife Foundation (AWF), Worldwide Foundation (WWF), Bread for the World, Africare, Earth Justice, Greenpeace, Campfire USA, World Villages for Children, Air Force Aid Society and Army Emergency Relief...

I believe that my efforts help and make that extra 1% difference.

Also, this is another strong reason why I've always wanted to join the military and the reason why I'm doing so and it's also another mission of mine to join the Peace Corps. (In due time, I will) and this is why I joined a church, not only for obvious reasons but being apart of a church that often has activities where we give back to the community is one of the reasons too.

I believe each and every one of you can make a difference and I believe that we have more power than ever before because we have technology and we have louder voices. I believe we can do what is right for the better of the future if we just keep sharing it to others and be apart of a better tomorrow.

Inspired,
Otter

I Need To Save You.

Blue Fox. I need to save you.

I miss you, I really do and I wish I was there to help you. I love you and I think this isn't the right way. You are a smart guy, you're motivational and you have the talent to inspire but sometimes, you take your talents and do crappy stuff with it. You are better than that and sooooo much smarter than that. I know what you love, I know what you like and I know you are better than that so please, grow the fuck up. And I'm only saying this because I love you. I love you to death. You know I'm always here for you. Always and forever. I still want to be with you btw, but this has to stop.