Showing posts with label Ryan. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Ryan. Show all posts
Sunday, March 11, 2012
RM / AH
“You know the guy you said you were still love with? Well, it makes me a little jealous. I know I shouldn’t be but I can’t help it because he has you. You’re amazing, you’re smart and you’re everything that any person would want in their lives… You motivate me and I bet you motivate a lot of other people too. My mom loves you, my brother loves you, I love you… Well, I think my mom loves you more than I do but… You’re just so lovable, you know that? I don’t know why he is acting the way he is. You’re very understanding and incredibly patient… And through all of this, you’re still waiting and talking to him little by little. Doesn’t it drive you crazy?! But you’re not freaking out~ He doesn’t realize that he has someone as beautiful inside and out as you, waiting for him and still in love with him…” — Ryan
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
"Yooooooooooo" Blue Fox.
HOLY EFF, BLUE FOX JUST TEXTED ME!
Going back to what I was originally going to say: Here's the thing, it's obvious I still think about Blue Fox. So I think about him when I'm doing something, I think about him when I see something (that would relate to Blue Fox) and I would think about him when I just sit on the floor, doing nothing. I think about him all the time. It's crazy and sometimes, I think to myself if it's bad or if it's a sign.
Him and I do small talk and he still asks me when I'm free to visit that ACN thing-y he's doing. Since I've been busier than I was before, I can't just get up and ask German to drive me there. I need to find a job first of all but I do it just to talk to him... In any form of talking.
Going back to what I was originally going to say: Here's the thing, it's obvious I still think about Blue Fox. So I think about him when I'm doing something, I think about him when I see something (that would relate to Blue Fox) and I would think about him when I just sit on the floor, doing nothing. I think about him all the time. It's crazy and sometimes, I think to myself if it's bad or if it's a sign.
Him and I do small talk and he still asks me when I'm free to visit that ACN thing-y he's doing. Since I've been busier than I was before, I can't just get up and ask German to drive me there. I need to find a job first of all but I do it just to talk to him... In any form of talking.
Friday, February 10, 2012
Everyone's Sick!
Everyone's sick. (except me) Emily and her boyfriend both have the flu, but Emily is experiencing the worst symptoms and it's kind of scaring me... Lol. And Astro and Quazi are also starting to have diarrhea again. -_-
The only body pain that I'm feeling is from the PT. That one really kicked me. HAHA! But other than that, I'm not sick. I rarely do get sick so I'm good but I worry that I might because everyone else is sick and I don't have medical insurance and money to even pay for any of it. So, I must stay away!
GAH! My thighs and calves hurt~ I feel like I have to waddle around the house or waddle wherever I go now.
The only body pain that I'm feeling is from the PT. That one really kicked me. HAHA! But other than that, I'm not sick. I rarely do get sick so I'm good but I worry that I might because everyone else is sick and I don't have medical insurance and money to even pay for any of it. So, I must stay away!
GAH! My thighs and calves hurt~ I feel like I have to waddle around the house or waddle wherever I go now.
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Ryan and Otter: 1995+
Ryan. He's a guy that I've known since kindergarden and he is one of the most important people in my life... We've been through so much together and separately and there's no doubt that we'll continue to be that way...
We were suppose to date and be in a relationship, however things weren't going right and he ended up seeing someone and I ended up dating someone else. He's been with her for almost four~five years and in 2008, he got her pregnant and they have a child together; a baby girl.
He's been in and out of jail (don't worry, nothing too serious. It's just Montana's stupid and sensitive rules), pre-release and all that. So one day, his mother called me and told me what's up and passed on messages that Ryan wanted to tell me.
A day later, Ryan calls me from prison. Honestly, that sounds so weird but I was glad that he called and I was so happy to hear his voice again but we could only speak for 10 minutes at a time or we will get cut.
He called me one night and we spoke and he told me a secret he hasn't told anyone.
Ryan: You know my daughter's name right?
Me: Yeah, it was Myiah RyAnna?
Ryan: Mhmmm~ And you know the 'RyAnna' part?
Me: Yes...
Ryan: Well, I wrote this in one of the letters I made you that got sent back but I just wanted to tell you that her name is actually your name and my name put together...
Me: Whaaaaaaaat~
Ryan: Haha, yeah. I named her after you and I.
Me: Did you tell anyone else?!
Ryan: Nope. I didn't tell her mother and not even my own mother knows... Yet.
Me: I knew it! When I first saw it, I was thinking that it looked so much like my name... Awwww, ohmygod. That's amazing. Why did you do it?
Ryan: Why?! I can't believe you're asking me that question right now... I named her after you and I because you're the most important person to me. You're my best friend and more! And only you know me better than anyone else and you've been through all this bullshit that I've done and gotten myself into and you're still there to pick me up through everything. I love you, Otter.
I think it's pretty cute and slightly romantic that someone as important as Ryan named his child after a childhood crush, love and best friend.
- Otter
We were suppose to date and be in a relationship, however things weren't going right and he ended up seeing someone and I ended up dating someone else. He's been with her for almost four~five years and in 2008, he got her pregnant and they have a child together; a baby girl.
He's been in and out of jail (don't worry, nothing too serious. It's just Montana's stupid and sensitive rules), pre-release and all that. So one day, his mother called me and told me what's up and passed on messages that Ryan wanted to tell me.
A day later, Ryan calls me from prison. Honestly, that sounds so weird but I was glad that he called and I was so happy to hear his voice again but we could only speak for 10 minutes at a time or we will get cut.
He called me one night and we spoke and he told me a secret he hasn't told anyone.
Ryan: You know my daughter's name right?
Me: Yeah, it was Myiah RyAnna?
Ryan: Mhmmm~ And you know the 'RyAnna' part?
Me: Yes...
Ryan: Well, I wrote this in one of the letters I made you that got sent back but I just wanted to tell you that her name is actually your name and my name put together...
Me: Whaaaaaaaat~
Ryan: Haha, yeah. I named her after you and I.
Me: Did you tell anyone else?!
Ryan: Nope. I didn't tell her mother and not even my own mother knows... Yet.
Me: I knew it! When I first saw it, I was thinking that it looked so much like my name... Awwww, ohmygod. That's amazing. Why did you do it?
Ryan: Why?! I can't believe you're asking me that question right now... I named her after you and I because you're the most important person to me. You're my best friend and more! And only you know me better than anyone else and you've been through all this bullshit that I've done and gotten myself into and you're still there to pick me up through everything. I love you, Otter.
I think it's pretty cute and slightly romantic that someone as important as Ryan named his child after a childhood crush, love and best friend.
- Otter
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)