Gym? Dots and Whatnots.

Man, I did not have the best morning...

Last night, I head to bed at 10pm because my body schedule said so and I fall asleep shortly after. But then suddenly, I'm awake by 3:40am. WHAT THE? And believe it or not, I had another dream of Blue Fox. So I'm like, "Eh, no biggie. I still have three hours to sleep until my alarm goes on..." so I try my best to go back to sleep. NO LUCK. I end up laying in bed, with my eyes closed and thinking about Blue Fox. I'm tossing and turning, take off and putting on my socks, removing and covering myself with the blanket. WHY AM I SO RESTLESS?

What Is The Matter?!

At about 2PM (5PM his time) I ask about work, he tells me that he's about to perform at his Korean drum thing. I text him back saying, "Yay! Have fun!"

I call to leave a voicemail, telling him to call me.

8PM (11PM his time), NOTHING. No text or call in between 2PM~8PM. So I call him, he lets my call ring until it automatically leads me to voicemail. I wait five minutes to call again, HE REJECTS MY CALL AND PUTS ME STRAIGHT TO VOICEMAIL!

WHAT THE F*CK!

I just want to talk to him about this problem, I want to tell him that I miss him, want to hold his hand and hear about his day. What's wrong with that? Is that too much to ask for?!

God. I'm done for the day. I'm going to build a pillow fortress, bury myself in the covers and cry myself to sleep tonight while I listen to our theme song... I didn't eat all day because of him, but I ran for him, and worked out hoping he would call. Thanks. I'm done for today... I'm going to go cry myself to sleep now.