I've got the worst sore throat in history and my muscles ache and yet I must attend voice acting classes tomorrow.
This is temporary.
Awkward Turtle
Friday, October 12, 2012
Optimism
I've got the worst sore throat in history and my muscles ache and yet I must attend voice acting classes tomorrow.
This is temporary.
Awkward Turtle
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Yesterday, Derp and I watched The Perks of Being A Wallflower.
But before that, we were going around MOA and through their cinema hall, looking at movie posters and using LSP's voice when we make a comment on each terrible movie that's showing in the future.
"Oh mah glob, I totally wanna watch Breaking Dawn because Jacob's abs."
"I wanna lumpin' see Edward sparkle."
"Oh glob, I wanna see The Secret Affair because Derek Ramsey is a walking six-pack."
We've agreed that we should have a date where we'll sit through a bad movie and just bitch about it using LSP's voice.
Derp really liked Perks. The entire time I was like "CHARLIE LET ME LOVE YOU."
Aunt Helen is a crazy bitch.
Awkward Turtle
But before that, we were going around MOA and through their cinema hall, looking at movie posters and using LSP's voice when we make a comment on each terrible movie that's showing in the future.
"Oh mah glob, I totally wanna watch Breaking Dawn because Jacob's abs."
"I wanna lumpin' see Edward sparkle."
"Oh glob, I wanna see The Secret Affair because Derek Ramsey is a walking six-pack."
We've agreed that we should have a date where we'll sit through a bad movie and just bitch about it using LSP's voice.
Derp really liked Perks. The entire time I was like "CHARLIE LET ME LOVE YOU."
Aunt Helen is a crazy bitch.
Awkward Turtle
Saturday, October 6, 2012
So many things to do and feelings.
Just got back here in Manila yesterday and currently I am just... drained.
Like, I really wanna contact my friends and be all "hey guys, let's hang out or derp or something."
Right now I just feel like I'm in limbo even though the past few days have been really productive. It's an eerie feeling that yes, I have been quite busy and I have promising opportunities my way but lately I've been having these mood swings. And I've been looking forward to going to Taft this week coz I planned to pay my tuition for last term but I forgot the money in the province so right now I'm just FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK THIS LIFE. My excuse to go to Taft just went out the window. I wanna hang out with my friends and Derp.
And my friends are watching Perks of Being A Wallflower.
I am just so angry right now I can't even blog the good things that's happened lately.
I'm sorry for this negative post.
Get well soon, Godmother.
Like, I really wanna contact my friends and be all "hey guys, let's hang out or derp or something."
Right now I just feel like I'm in limbo even though the past few days have been really productive. It's an eerie feeling that yes, I have been quite busy and I have promising opportunities my way but lately I've been having these mood swings. And I've been looking forward to going to Taft this week coz I planned to pay my tuition for last term but I forgot the money in the province so right now I'm just FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK THIS LIFE. My excuse to go to Taft just went out the window. I wanna hang out with my friends and Derp.
And my friends are watching Perks of Being A Wallflower.
I am just so angry right now I can't even blog the good things that's happened lately.
I'm sorry for this negative post.
Get well soon, Godmother.
Life's Changing. HOLY CRAP.
I'm not on this as much as I want to be. I'm sorry.
If some of you haven't noticed, I'm leaving in three weeks and four days (25 days) and when I talk to my friends about it, some of them mention that I don't seem excited to leave like the others and honestly, I'm not. I'm not excited because I left all my excitement back in June - When I was ORIGINALLY suppose to leave - and so right now, I'm left being anxious and nervous.
I'm slightly jealous over some people that I was suppose to leave with have their first duty stations while I'm still here, just barely leaving for BMT... I'm not discouraged at all though, I'm happy for them and I know everyone has different paths in life... I suppose mine was postponed and there is possibly a reason why I'm still here.
Robert Ah Sue = Beautiful Human Being.
Robert Ah Sue has been the only guy in my church that I'd totally go for, not only is he my type but he's SUPER gorgeous and he's just... UMPF. I always thought if I were to marry a Mormon, it'd be Indigo (and that still stands) BUT, ever since I met Rob, he'd be one of the Mormon's I'd totally marry in a heartbeat.
He's 23, graduated from Southern Utah University with a degree of kinesiology this year and moved back to Riverside with his family and he works at a UFC gym in Corona, CA. (a town near by).
The story that I know about him is how he lost his father. Every year in Riverside, we have a Tinman triathlon. His father does it every year and he completes the whole running-biking-swimming portions of the triathlon. A year or two ago, his father had a sudden heart attack during the swimming portion of the triathlon and didn't make it. Now, every year, all the sons do the triathlon together in memory of their father. And just two months ago, one of the brothers, Greg, left for his mission to Australia! Haha.
Sadly, he's totally out of my league. He's just too beautiful for me. I mean, we talk and he greets me in the hallways during church and such but... I actually don't have a chance with him.
But on the off chance if we did get together and we had children, they'd be smart AND beautiful. :D
NOW, FOR SOME EYE-CANDY!
(MMMMMMMMMMMMMM...)
(Far right; during his football years in college)
(Oooooh yeeeeaaaaahhhhh...)
He's 23, graduated from Southern Utah University with a degree of kinesiology this year and moved back to Riverside with his family and he works at a UFC gym in Corona, CA. (a town near by).
The story that I know about him is how he lost his father. Every year in Riverside, we have a Tinman triathlon. His father does it every year and he completes the whole running-biking-swimming portions of the triathlon. A year or two ago, his father had a sudden heart attack during the swimming portion of the triathlon and didn't make it. Now, every year, all the sons do the triathlon together in memory of their father. And just two months ago, one of the brothers, Greg, left for his mission to Australia! Haha.
Sadly, he's totally out of my league. He's just too beautiful for me. I mean, we talk and he greets me in the hallways during church and such but... I actually don't have a chance with him.
But on the off chance if we did get together and we had children, they'd be smart AND beautiful. :D
NOW, FOR SOME EYE-CANDY!
(Far right; The eldest brother)
(MMMMMMMMMMMMMM...)
(Far right; during his football years in college)
(Far left during his football years)
(Oooooh yeeeeaaaaahhhhh...)
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
Four More Weeks.
Four more weeks until I leave for the United States Air Force BMT (Basic Military Training).
So many emotions are interacting all at once and I don't know how to deal. But I'm sorry that I haven't been posting as much as I want to. I'll try and get it all out there before I leave though.
Just thinking about it makes me nervous and when I'm nervous, I got to go poop... Real bad. Sigh.
But I'll surely miss you, Turtle. I know I'm not leaving YET but I just want to put that out there so you know right now. :)
Soon-to-be-trainee,
Otter
So many emotions are interacting all at once and I don't know how to deal. But I'm sorry that I haven't been posting as much as I want to. I'll try and get it all out there before I leave though.
Just thinking about it makes me nervous and when I'm nervous, I got to go poop... Real bad. Sigh.
But I'll surely miss you, Turtle. I know I'm not leaving YET but I just want to put that out there so you know right now. :)
Soon-to-be-trainee,
Otter
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