Yesterday, I had Hottie's notebook with me so I could return it to him in case he had free time. So I texted him around lunchtime to let him know I was just around the campus if he has time to get it from me. I left it at that.
While I was at the library with Spam and Kitty, and a few hours later, he texted out of the blue saying he was at just at the school's accounting area and asked where I was. I nearly died and had to keep myself from being all fangirl mode coz I didn't want any of the library staff to kick me out.
"OMG HE'S IN SCHOOL AND HE WANTS TO KNOW WHERE I AM!" I mouthed to Spam while trying not to eject from my seat with excitement.
Spam said, "looks like we've topped our quotas for this week!" LOLOLOL
So I had to keep myself from getting too excited when he finally arrived. He had his haircut. I hate his haircut but he still look gorgeeeouuuus. *heart fluttering*
Spam and Kitty had to go to their classes, but not before they attempted to take a video of me and Hottie talking about the possible concepts of my music vid. Hottie spotted them trying to act casual with their camera phones, so he used his folder to block them from us. Muffled laughter ensued.
When Spam and Kitty left, you can just imagine me burning up to my ears. Oh, Hottie, why you so perfect?? I had him all to myself for more than 2 hours!
Walking on cloud 9,
Awkward Turtle
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
I Can't Stay, Apparently.
Here's the hard part that I didn't want to talk about now...
Remember when I said that I had a feeling that I was making things awkward in the house? Well, I'm correct. The reason why all the boys in the house were in the other room for such a long time was because they were talking to Aaron about how much longer I'm going to have to stay because they thought I was only here for the weekend. He didn't tell his roommates that I was staying for a while, thinking that it's going to be okay because one roommate tends to have his girlfriend over from time to time as well so he planned it on his own without telling his roommates ahead of time: His mistake.
He didn't talk to me about it until last night when I came home at about 5pm, after getting maps and bus routes to find a job slightly outside Towson University. I come home, find the roommates and friends in the living room playing video games. I walk into the bedroom to change and he goes, "We need to talk." and I'm like, "Sure" thinking that I already know what's going to happen or what we're going to talk about and he goes, "You can't stay here anymore..." and we talked about it and he told me that his roommates are staying to feel uncomfortable that I'm here for so long and that I'm being of a slight distraction with him and his school work and Army ROTC. Since I'm around, he only wants to be with me and whatnot but he has to sleep and do so many other things, so he isn't doing as good in training in the morning and has to work extra hard and he missed a quiz in his psychology class and he has a ton of work to do.
Remember when I said that I had a feeling that I was making things awkward in the house? Well, I'm correct. The reason why all the boys in the house were in the other room for such a long time was because they were talking to Aaron about how much longer I'm going to have to stay because they thought I was only here for the weekend. He didn't tell his roommates that I was staying for a while, thinking that it's going to be okay because one roommate tends to have his girlfriend over from time to time as well so he planned it on his own without telling his roommates ahead of time: His mistake.
He didn't talk to me about it until last night when I came home at about 5pm, after getting maps and bus routes to find a job slightly outside Towson University. I come home, find the roommates and friends in the living room playing video games. I walk into the bedroom to change and he goes, "We need to talk." and I'm like, "Sure" thinking that I already know what's going to happen or what we're going to talk about and he goes, "You can't stay here anymore..." and we talked about it and he told me that his roommates are staying to feel uncomfortable that I'm here for so long and that I'm being of a slight distraction with him and his school work and Army ROTC. Since I'm around, he only wants to be with me and whatnot but he has to sleep and do so many other things, so he isn't doing as good in training in the morning and has to work extra hard and he missed a quiz in his psychology class and he has a ton of work to do.
Monday, September 26, 2011
Yee-haw
Sorry I haven't been updating! Bad Turtle! Bad!
Truth is, there isn't really happening in my life... unlike OTTER here who has been making AMAZING DEVELOPMENTS in her love life. Kudos to you and Blue Fox! I envy you guys!
So I did this little experiment last week wherein I totally stopped texting Hottie to see if he'll take the initiative to text me.
For five days... NOTHING.
Apparently, he won't text unless I text him first.
Yeah, it's depressing. It's like... he was just being nice to me all this time. HNNNGH.
And now for my life outside my love life:
I've been hanging out with Aslan a lot and he gave me a digital copy of the entire first season of Game of Thrones. I just started watching it yesterday and now I'm ADDICTED.
Spam is still trying to get over her crush, Spencer. A futile attempt, at that.
Otter, we should post more pictures in this blog.
Spacing out,
Awkward Turtle
Truth is, there isn't really happening in my life... unlike OTTER here who has been making AMAZING DEVELOPMENTS in her love life. Kudos to you and Blue Fox! I envy you guys!
So I did this little experiment last week wherein I totally stopped texting Hottie to see if he'll take the initiative to text me.
For five days... NOTHING.
Apparently, he won't text unless I text him first.
Yeah, it's depressing. It's like... he was just being nice to me all this time. HNNNGH.
And now for my life outside my love life:
I've been hanging out with Aslan a lot and he gave me a digital copy of the entire first season of Game of Thrones. I just started watching it yesterday and now I'm ADDICTED.
Spam is still trying to get over her crush, Spencer. A futile attempt, at that.
Otter, we should post more pictures in this blog.
Spacing out,
Awkward Turtle
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Couple-y... Postponed.
Now that Blue Fox and I are officially boyfriend and girlfriend, I was feeling a little sad that I couldn't be able to show it off. I changed my Facebook status to "in a relationship" (I didn't even tag him in it) and he was telling me (on the phone) that I should take it off and not show it to people "just yet" because he's not suppose to be in a relationship at the moment since he made a promise to his mom that he wouldn't be in a relationship until he graduates and yes, he told me this ahead of time but since we're together, we just couldn't help it and just ended up in a relationship but we have to be hush-hush about it.
And then he said, "I don't know why you want to tell everyone" and I said, "Is it bad to tell everyone?" and he said, "Well, no but just not yet"
So I have to wait to tell people about it... Siiiiiiigh.
I guess us being more couple-y will have to be postponed.
It almost makes me sad. :( bleh.
And now he's telling me that I have to wake up at 5am, run around campus and then come back home at around 8am (around the time he comes home from Army ROTC-PT). This is what you get when you have a health-nut boyfriend.
And then he said, "I don't know why you want to tell everyone" and I said, "Is it bad to tell everyone?" and he said, "Well, no but just not yet"
So I have to wait to tell people about it... Siiiiiiigh.
I guess us being more couple-y will have to be postponed.
It almost makes me sad. :( bleh.
And now he's telling me that I have to wake up at 5am, run around campus and then come back home at around 8am (around the time he comes home from Army ROTC-PT). This is what you get when you have a health-nut boyfriend.
You're Too Playful. I Hate You.
I love it when you kiss me before you leave for PT at 5am and when you
come back home at around 8am, you shower your sweaty self, come back
into the room, find me still sleeping and you kiss me again. You crawl
back into bed with me, wrap your arms around me, kiss me and take a nap
before your next class at 11am. To be honest, I love that routine.
Now, three days ago, it was fine until you came back from PT. You kiss me and wake me up telling me that you need me to help you with something, I hesitate to come out of bed but since you needed me, I leave the room and find you in the living room but I wonder… Why is the shower on? You tell me, “Because I’m going to take a shower” but why are you in the living room?
You hold me by the waist, kiss me while moving me into the bathroom and you tell me that you want to shower with me. As shy as I am, I’ll say no but I’m giggling like shit in the inside. It’s 8am, everyone’s dead asleep and we’re being lovely with each other. I play around and tell you that I won’t do it but your aggressive playfulness picks me up and brings me into the shower fully clothed.
I’m soaked now, thanks to you.
I keep repeating, “I hate you” but my heart is melting as you kiss me, smiling and giggling. Even though I’m soaked, hearing you giggle and seeing you smile at me was enough and hearing you tell me you love me… Took me away.
I’m trying really hard not to fall in love with you.
Clothes off, shower ongoing and hearts fluttering.
Showering together, mission accomplished.
Now, three days ago, it was fine until you came back from PT. You kiss me and wake me up telling me that you need me to help you with something, I hesitate to come out of bed but since you needed me, I leave the room and find you in the living room but I wonder… Why is the shower on? You tell me, “Because I’m going to take a shower” but why are you in the living room?
You hold me by the waist, kiss me while moving me into the bathroom and you tell me that you want to shower with me. As shy as I am, I’ll say no but I’m giggling like shit in the inside. It’s 8am, everyone’s dead asleep and we’re being lovely with each other. I play around and tell you that I won’t do it but your aggressive playfulness picks me up and brings me into the shower fully clothed.
I’m soaked now, thanks to you.
I keep repeating, “I hate you” but my heart is melting as you kiss me, smiling and giggling. Even though I’m soaked, hearing you giggle and seeing you smile at me was enough and hearing you tell me you love me… Took me away.
I’m trying really hard not to fall in love with you.
Clothes off, shower ongoing and hearts fluttering.
Showering together, mission accomplished.
Saturday, September 24, 2011
WAIT, WAIT, WAIT!
I was cleaning up the apartment, throwing things away and cleaned up the kitchen and you know what? Connor cleaned up his clothes! THEY'RE ALL IN THE HAMPER! Woot! Well, his pants are still on the floor but still. LOL. Now, the apartment is looking better now that I've cleaned it up a bit and made all the papers stacked together neatly.
Just saying. Haha.
Satisfied,
Otter
Just saying. Haha.
Satisfied,
Otter
Typical Boys.
As much as I get along with boys/guys more than I do with girls/ladies, living in a house filled with guys is... Different. Since I'm so use to living on my own, everything would be organized, neatly put away and I'm dead clean and spotless. So ever since I came here, everything's the opposite.
All the guys leave their clothes on the floor, backpacks on the floor, nothing's folded, nothing's really put away and things are just everywhere and I think the dishes were just stacking up for the last two days and no one noticed it. I was going to do it but I was looking for jobs online but Blue Fox came home and said, "Geez, you didn't do the dishes?" and I was about to say, "Geez, why do you leave everything on the floor unfolded and just leave it there without fixing it? And you're always walking around the house in your boxers like you have no clothes..."
Yes. By the time Blue Fox comes home, he puts everything on the floor and takes off his clothes (which ends up on the floor too) and walks around the house in his boxers, cooks in his boxers and everything else you can think of. He even sleeps like that.
But I cleaned up a bit, put all the water bottles in the recycle bin and threw away all the nasty stuff in the house. Finally, had the dishes dried and put away. It's cleaner but I think I'll leave their clothes on the floor... I'm sure they're fully aware that they have a clothes bin in their rooms but for some reason, the clothes are not IN the clothes bin/hamper. Lol, sigh... Boys.
OCD,
Otter
PS: Nooooooo, Conner left me! Now, I'm alone in the apartment again. Sigh. Lol. He has a 20-page paper to do and it's due next week so he's off to the library. Oh well, I'll see him later tonight anyways. Ryan should be coming home from work anyways... Haha.
All the guys leave their clothes on the floor, backpacks on the floor, nothing's folded, nothing's really put away and things are just everywhere and I think the dishes were just stacking up for the last two days and no one noticed it. I was going to do it but I was looking for jobs online but Blue Fox came home and said, "Geez, you didn't do the dishes?" and I was about to say, "Geez, why do you leave everything on the floor unfolded and just leave it there without fixing it? And you're always walking around the house in your boxers like you have no clothes..."
Yes. By the time Blue Fox comes home, he puts everything on the floor and takes off his clothes (which ends up on the floor too) and walks around the house in his boxers, cooks in his boxers and everything else you can think of. He even sleeps like that.
But I cleaned up a bit, put all the water bottles in the recycle bin and threw away all the nasty stuff in the house. Finally, had the dishes dried and put away. It's cleaner but I think I'll leave their clothes on the floor... I'm sure they're fully aware that they have a clothes bin in their rooms but for some reason, the clothes are not IN the clothes bin/hamper. Lol, sigh... Boys.
OCD,
Otter
PS: Nooooooo, Conner left me! Now, I'm alone in the apartment again. Sigh. Lol. He has a 20-page paper to do and it's due next week so he's off to the library. Oh well, I'll see him later tonight anyways. Ryan should be coming home from work anyways... Haha.
Twitching, Farting and Drooling
Last night, I was a little worried why Blue Fox wasn't coming to bed, usually he would be asleep by 10pm or something and be sleeping in the bedroom but last night, he and his roommates were in the other room, talking and I had no idea what they were talking about and they were there for hours! So I went to bed at about 10:30pm since they all left me in the living room by myself but I only slept until 11:30pm. Blue Fox came into the bedroom for a couple seconds to find me "sleeping" and then left, and then I think when he went out they were talking about me, how long am I staying, what am I going to do and things like that and I heard Blue Fox say something like he'll have me try and find a job or he'll help me find a job, either one so... That's when the awkwardness heightened for me. I just stayed under the covers for hours... It's 1am and Blue Fox isn't coming to bed and I'm actually worried because he's not even replying to my text messages about if he's coming to bed or not.
It's Official... YAY!
For some reason, I started thinking "when will I be Blue Fox's girlfriend?" because he hasn't quite asked me so one night, I told him, "I'm not quite you're girlfriend..." and he said, "what makes you think that you're not my girlfriend?" and I told him, "because you haven't asked me yet." and he said, "you know what? You're right. I didn't ask you. I just always assumed that when you came here that you were already my girlfriend and everyone here (roommates and close friends) know that you are. But I forgot that I didn't even ask you... I'm sorry."
He first said, "Be my girlfriend." and I said, "Are you telling me or asking me?" and he said, "Will you or may you be my girlfriend?" and I said, "yes" - It's official baby!
But now I'm confused, should I count it as the day that I came (since he assumed) or should I count it on the day he asked me? Haha, I don't know.
Sadly, he's at work until Sunday so I won't get to see him until Sunday afternoon or Sunday night so I'm with the roommates until then. A little awkward but maybe I can use this chance to get to know them... I need to overcome my shyness.
So now that Conner came back home, we're watching "Breaking Bad" together and i'm trying to look for a job and he's just... Doing what he does. Haha.
He first said, "Be my girlfriend." and I said, "Are you telling me or asking me?" and he said, "Will you or may you be my girlfriend?" and I said, "yes" - It's official baby!
But now I'm confused, should I count it as the day that I came (since he assumed) or should I count it on the day he asked me? Haha, I don't know.
Sadly, he's at work until Sunday so I won't get to see him until Sunday afternoon or Sunday night so I'm with the roommates until then. A little awkward but maybe I can use this chance to get to know them... I need to overcome my shyness.
So now that Conner came back home, we're watching "Breaking Bad" together and i'm trying to look for a job and he's just... Doing what he does. Haha.
Stay or Move Out and Updates
I haven't blogged in a while and I finally know how it feels to not really blog. It feels a little weird.
Anyways, so I'm four days in and I like it but I feel like me being here is making things awkward around here. I mean, living in with roommates all of a sudden could be a burden, almost I think... That's one of the reasons why I was a little hesitant to come here because I knew I'd be with him and his roommates and I wasn't sure how they would be liking the idea.
I feel like I make things awkward here because I don't attend the university so I'm just... Staying here. I need to step up my game in finding a job though.
I've been feeling this way since the night I came here and now, I'm thinking that I can't stay...
Anyways, so I'm four days in and I like it but I feel like me being here is making things awkward around here. I mean, living in with roommates all of a sudden could be a burden, almost I think... That's one of the reasons why I was a little hesitant to come here because I knew I'd be with him and his roommates and I wasn't sure how they would be liking the idea.
I feel like I make things awkward here because I don't attend the university so I'm just... Staying here. I need to step up my game in finding a job though.
I've been feeling this way since the night I came here and now, I'm thinking that I can't stay...
September 19th, 2011 - Maryland Bound
I'm finally in Maryland! And I have to tell you, the moment I got on
that plane from Seattle, it was just so intense! I was so nervous,
scared, excited, worried but I loved the rush. I'm not quite sure why I
was going to postpone this! Anyways, my flight to Seattle was a little
boring, I was up until 3AM and I couldn't sleep on the plane because I
was filled with so much emotions... And then when I reached Philadelphia
at around 2:00pm, Blue Fox called me and asked where I was and I was
glad to hear from him on the phone... It helped my three hour lay over
go by faster but then I heard the intercom and said that my flight from
Philadelphia to Maryland would only be 20~35 minutes! I was like,
"Whaaaaaaaaat?!" so it was a short ride.
Monday, September 19, 2011
"I'll see you tomorrow" ♡
I have the address of Blue Fox's apartment and the mailing address. Woot! I'm excited. I texted him saying that he should sleep now because he has a PT test tomorrow in the morning so he has to wake up before 5am to get ready... But then, he called me for a little bit before he heads to bed.
Blue Fox: I was studying but now, I'm about to go to sleep because I have physical training tomorrow in the morning.
Otter: I know, that's why you should sleep now.
Blue Fox: Mhmm. For the mailing address, it could be different for you but it's different here? But! Do what you want. (laughs)
Otter: Fine, I'll do it your way...
Blue Fox: Mhmm...
Otter: Go sleep now.
Blue Fox: Okay...
Otter: Goodnight~
Blue Fox: I'll see you tomorrow...
(hangs up)
OMG, I SERIOUSLY CAN'T BELIEVE IT! WOOT!
See YOU tomorrow,
Otter
Blue Fox: I was studying but now, I'm about to go to sleep because I have physical training tomorrow in the morning.
Otter: I know, that's why you should sleep now.
Blue Fox: Mhmm. For the mailing address, it could be different for you but it's different here? But! Do what you want. (laughs)
Otter: Fine, I'll do it your way...
Blue Fox: Mhmm...
Otter: Go sleep now.
Blue Fox: Okay...
Otter: Goodnight~
Blue Fox: I'll see you tomorrow...
(hangs up)
OMG, I SERIOUSLY CAN'T BELIEVE IT! WOOT!
See YOU tomorrow,
Otter
Blue Fox is Nervous? Wow.
Blue Fox: Are you nervous coming?
Otter: Very. I'm worried, nervous, scared, excited, happy and a little jittery.
Blue Fox: To be honest, three days ago, when you told me that you were coming... I was scared and nervous because you're coming so quickly but after five minutes, I got over it and I was excited.
Otter: Awwww...
Blue Fox: Half of me is guilty for pushing you to come so early but the other half of me is like "Yessss! She's finally coming~!"
I'll be picked up by him and his roommate. I'm scared, worried, nervous and happy at the same time.
I'm so jittery right now... I feel like I'm going to throw up butterflies.
ASDLKFJSDKLFJLDFLAS,
Otter
Otter: Very. I'm worried, nervous, scared, excited, happy and a little jittery.
Blue Fox: To be honest, three days ago, when you told me that you were coming... I was scared and nervous because you're coming so quickly but after five minutes, I got over it and I was excited.
Otter: Awwww...
Blue Fox: Half of me is guilty for pushing you to come so early but the other half of me is like "Yessss! She's finally coming~!"
I'll be picked up by him and his roommate. I'm scared, worried, nervous and happy at the same time.
I'm so jittery right now... I feel like I'm going to throw up butterflies.
ASDLKFJSDKLFJLDFLAS,
Otter
Up and Packing...
I've been trying to pack since Friday night. Blue Fox keeps asking me, "Are you done packing?" and I keep saying no because I realized, I'd be over-weight for one whole bag. So, I'm bringing only one (the black one) and then I'll have the other one sent to me when I have the money or I'll go and pick it up or something... I don't know yet...
Blue Fox: Are you done packing?
Otter: No. Haha.
Blue Fox: How many bags are you bringing?
Otter: One.
Blue Fox: That's it?
Otter: Well...
Blue Fox: Well...?
Otter: I'm leaving some stuff. I'll be over-weight.
Blue Fox: What? No. Bring all of it.
Otter: It's too much. Do you know how much I'll be paying for being over-weight? And plus... It'll freak you and your roommates out.
Blue Fox: Bring it all. Don't worry about the money. I made room in my wide closet... You have half a closet to yourself and a whole drawer to yourself. In my closet, I'm using less than half, actually. The rest you can use.
Otter: We're sharing drawers and closets?
Blue Fox: Mmm, yes.
OMG, WE'RE SHARING DRAWERS!
Blue Fox: Did you have sweaters?
Otter: Yeah, but not heavy jackets though... I know it'll snow soon.
Blue Fox: Mhm. That's fine. You can use my sweaters...
OMG, WE'RE BORROWING SWEATERS!
My Blue Fox and Soonja
It's Blue Fox and baby Soonja (an all-white female pitbull with one brown ear flap)
Otter: Would you be surprised if you were my display picture on my phone?
Blue Fox: No. But I'd be jealous if Soonja was your display picture.
Otter: Well, then be half jealous...
Blue Fox: What?! Grrr. I have to go home and hit her for being so cute. I'll tell her, "Soonja, why do you have to do be so cute?"
Otter: Awwwwww, nooooo~ (laughs)
I do love the both of you guys though~ :)
Teehee,
Otter
Sunday, September 18, 2011
Artists, Geeks, and Disney
So last Saturday, after class, Aslan and I met up. Apparently, he was suppose to have class but the teacher didn't show up. So we both went to MOA to go to the 32nd international book fair and then catch up with his brother, and friends somewhere there.
The book fair was a bit disappointing but Aslan's friends and his brother were AWESOME. They're all weird, intellectual, funny, random, geeky and artistic and they're into New Age stuff. One of them can read palms and another can regress to her past lives. They're my type of crowd and Aslan was pleased that I got along with them reeeeally well. According to him, they just love me. Well, I love them!
Speaking of love....
Sigh. Anyway, nothing really new with my artist, Hottie. We still text and he's still... gorgeous. *cartwheels* Everyday we still update each other with 3 things we're grateful for. There was one time that I went to the other building to find art books for my next artwork. After finding the book, I went out to the empty hallway and- holy cow- there was Hottie on his way to the library.
For some reason we were both so surprised to see each other. We talked only for a minute coz I had to go home. When I was out of sight, I had a BIIIIIIIIIIIIG SMILE on my face and I just wanted to skip home on cloud 9. Seriously, I felt sparks. Well, could be me. But I don't care!! When I asked for his gratitude update, the first one was, "I'm grateful that we bumped to each other earlier."
YIIIIEEEEEE!!!
alksjdhan fvhduriv hguimlsdjkfhafff!!
Good GOD.
Floating on pond 9,
Awkward Turtle
The book fair was a bit disappointing but Aslan's friends and his brother were AWESOME. They're all weird, intellectual, funny, random, geeky and artistic and they're into New Age stuff. One of them can read palms and another can regress to her past lives. They're my type of crowd and Aslan was pleased that I got along with them reeeeally well. According to him, they just love me. Well, I love them!
Speaking of love....
Sigh. Anyway, nothing really new with my artist, Hottie. We still text and he's still... gorgeous. *cartwheels* Everyday we still update each other with 3 things we're grateful for. There was one time that I went to the other building to find art books for my next artwork. After finding the book, I went out to the empty hallway and- holy cow- there was Hottie on his way to the library.
For some reason we were both so surprised to see each other. We talked only for a minute coz I had to go home. When I was out of sight, I had a BIIIIIIIIIIIIG SMILE on my face and I just wanted to skip home on cloud 9. Seriously, I felt sparks. Well, could be me. But I don't care!! When I asked for his gratitude update, the first one was, "I'm grateful that we bumped to each other earlier."
YIIIIEEEEEE!!!
alksjdhan fvhduriv hguimlsdjkfhafff!!
Good GOD.
Floating on pond 9,
Awkward Turtle
Saturday, September 17, 2011
A New Step For Otter
Sigh. After freaking out last night... I took what Blue Fox said and he's right. I have to think for myself. All this time, I've been thinking of others, what others think, what others want me to do and I forgot all the things that I wanted to do and what I need to do for myself. I've been sheltered so much by my mother and I thank her for that but I grew up, scared of taking chances when I know I should. It hurt me that my mother would pity-talk me saying things like, "You'd take this job in Los Angeles if you still care about your mother and your dogs." if I had the chance, I'd be in the Philippines, taking care of my mother and my dogs every single day but who'll support them? No one. Not even my father will. I have to help... But I just hate people telling me to do this because they all count on me. I have my mother, my dogs, and five other people (that I have to pay back) on my back and it's seriously weighing me down but I have to do what I have to do; think for myself for once. Even if I come off as selfish and self-centered.
So, I gathered up the courage and took a chance...
I bought a ticket to Maryland, Monday - Sept. 19th, and I arrive at Baltimore-Washington International at 6:44PM-ish. OMGOMGOMGOMG!!!
I'm doing it! I jumped... I took a chance. I'm taking this for myself and giving this whole new "taking chances" thing a try. It's a little scary because I have doubts like what if Blue Fox doesn't actually come and pick me up. LOL. (I think he will. I don't know. He says he's excited. I don't know. Sigh.)
But, I do have a back-up plan though. If this doesn't work out and it starts to feel uneasy, I'll head back... Somewhere.
Like what my friend Trace-face says, "It'll be an adventure. Everyone should do something out of the norm and a little wild."
And guess who got her period today after all that stressing out? OTTER! Sigh.
Am I Wrong?,
Otter
So, I gathered up the courage and took a chance...
I bought a ticket to Maryland, Monday - Sept. 19th, and I arrive at Baltimore-Washington International at 6:44PM-ish. OMGOMGOMGOMG!!!
I'm doing it! I jumped... I took a chance. I'm taking this for myself and giving this whole new "taking chances" thing a try. It's a little scary because I have doubts like what if Blue Fox doesn't actually come and pick me up. LOL. (I think he will. I don't know. He says he's excited. I don't know. Sigh.)
But, I do have a back-up plan though. If this doesn't work out and it starts to feel uneasy, I'll head back... Somewhere.
Like what my friend Trace-face says, "It'll be an adventure. Everyone should do something out of the norm and a little wild."
And guess who got her period today after all that stressing out? OTTER! Sigh.
Am I Wrong?,
Otter
Friday, September 16, 2011
Fffffffffffffffffffffff II
I'm stressed from all these people talking to me about money and what I need to do and as much as I'd to drop it, I still consider people but now that I express my thoughts to Blue Fox... Sigh.
He says, "Buy a ticket by 12am, your time. If not, we're not talking ever again. I'll delete your number. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of you not being here and I'm tired of you worrying about other people's problems that they put on you, it's not your problem. Your problems are my problems, too so if you're worrying about other people's useless problems and them nagging you, it effects me too because I can't comfort you. You need to be here, with me, you can worry here and we can fix this together. Two heads are better than one, am I right? And you'll have me help you but you need to be here. I don't think you still understand this though because you're still thinking of others when you should think for yourself. I don't think you still get it... You're not thinking of what YOU want, what YOU need and your priorities. I don't think you see it. And I feel like I'm not that important to you anyways. I'm not going to give you any more time and crying isn't going to get you anywhere. If you don't buy a ticket by 12am, I'm gone. I'll delete your number and we're never talking again, it'll be a 'goodbye'. I'm done. Goodnight. (hangs up)"
F*cked,
Otter
He says, "Buy a ticket by 12am, your time. If not, we're not talking ever again. I'll delete your number. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of you not being here and I'm tired of you worrying about other people's problems that they put on you, it's not your problem. Your problems are my problems, too so if you're worrying about other people's useless problems and them nagging you, it effects me too because I can't comfort you. You need to be here, with me, you can worry here and we can fix this together. Two heads are better than one, am I right? And you'll have me help you but you need to be here. I don't think you still understand this though because you're still thinking of others when you should think for yourself. I don't think you still get it... You're not thinking of what YOU want, what YOU need and your priorities. I don't think you see it. And I feel like I'm not that important to you anyways. I'm not going to give you any more time and crying isn't going to get you anywhere. If you don't buy a ticket by 12am, I'm gone. I'll delete your number and we're never talking again, it'll be a 'goodbye'. I'm done. Goodnight. (hangs up)"
F*cked,
Otter
Fffffffffffffffffff... ᅮᅮ
Just when I'm about to be able to go to Maryland... Something comes in the way of it!
It's things like this that make me realize the saying, "When you want something so bad, you can't have it yet" is true. I really want to go to Maryland but...
It's things like this that make me realize the saying, "When you want something so bad, you can't have it yet" is true. I really want to go to Maryland but...
Thursday, September 15, 2011
Good News~ Sorta.
So I spoke to my mother and obviously, I can't tell her that I'm seeing Blue Fox just yet. However, I did tell my mother that Kitty has a roommate and she's moving out but covered two months worth of rent so that I can have time to look for a job and whatnot. Apparently, since Towson University is expanding and opened new shops... I can apply there. I told mother that Katya is helping me out. My mother was so shocked and happy, she told me that I can go.
BUT!
Yes, there's a but. She still wants me to do well in the interview and if nothing happens, then we can plan on how to get to Maryland. I do have a feeling that I won't get it though, because for one, I'm applying for cashier and seeing the people that work the cashiers are old ladies. And I know that they want to be extremely careful with money and since my mother has worked with that kind of environment, she knows how it works behind everything so they aren't going to give a noob like me a cashier job then I've only had one cashier job before. The oldies would want to hire someone with more experience. But... I'll do my best but I won't get my hopes up.
So now, I have to think about how to get to Maryland.
I still haven't told Blue Fox yet... I know he'll want more out of it though. He has an Army mindset so it's "engage-push/shove-execute-succeed" kind of thing. Lol. I wonder if it'll make him excited though... It's killing me that I can't tell him until tonight. I hope it makes him smile and be able to wait for me a little longer...
On the bright side,
Otter
BUT!
Yes, there's a but. She still wants me to do well in the interview and if nothing happens, then we can plan on how to get to Maryland. I do have a feeling that I won't get it though, because for one, I'm applying for cashier and seeing the people that work the cashiers are old ladies. And I know that they want to be extremely careful with money and since my mother has worked with that kind of environment, she knows how it works behind everything so they aren't going to give a noob like me a cashier job then I've only had one cashier job before. The oldies would want to hire someone with more experience. But... I'll do my best but I won't get my hopes up.
So now, I have to think about how to get to Maryland.
I still haven't told Blue Fox yet... I know he'll want more out of it though. He has an Army mindset so it's "engage-push/shove-execute-succeed" kind of thing. Lol. I wonder if it'll make him excited though... It's killing me that I can't tell him until tonight. I hope it makes him smile and be able to wait for me a little longer...
On the bright side,
Otter
Blue Fox and His "Nine Others".
Last night, I spoke with Blue Fox. Actually, I shouldn't be starting my blogs like this because my days and nights start and end with Blue Fox. Lol.
So last night, we spoke.
Yesterday, I wasn't feeling too good and I absolutely felt zero motivation today... Zero motivation for anything. So I wanted to talk to Blue Fox but apparently, it didn't end up being the happy conversation I was hoping for.
So last night, we spoke.
Yesterday, I wasn't feeling too good and I absolutely felt zero motivation today... Zero motivation for anything. So I wanted to talk to Blue Fox but apparently, it didn't end up being the happy conversation I was hoping for.
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Blue Fox and Otter Argued.
Turtle, you just said exactly what Blue Fox just said. (referring to Chatterbox comment)
So, Blue Fox was telling me to buy a ticket, ditch the interview and go there now so last night, we spoke on the phone. And he was upset that I didn't buy the ticket... To be honest, I didn't think he'd ever be THAT upset over me not buying the ticket but apparently, I was wrong.
So, Blue Fox was telling me to buy a ticket, ditch the interview and go there now so last night, we spoke on the phone. And he was upset that I didn't buy the ticket... To be honest, I didn't think he'd ever be THAT upset over me not buying the ticket but apparently, I was wrong.
LOL, Blue Fox...
(Blue Fox calls)
Blue Fox: Hi~
Otter: He~y... What are you doing?
Blue Fox: What else would I be doing right now?
Otter: Laying down.
Blue Fox: Yes~! You're so smart. Not as smart as me though~ (laughs)
Otter: (laughs)
Blue Fox: Mmmm, okay. Goodnight.
Otter: Oh? Okay. Goodnight.
Blue Fox: Mmm~ (hangs up)
(Otter textes Blue Fox)
Otter: Goodnight!
Blue Fox: Aren't you going to call back?
Otter: What? Was I suppose to call back?
Blue Fox: Yes. =_=
(Otter calls Blue Fox)
Blue Fox: Hello?
Otter: How was I suppose to know that I had to call you back?
Blue Fox: You were suppose to call me back~
Otter: But you said 'goodnight'
Blue Fox: Yeah but you have to keep me awake.
Otter: What? No. Go to sleep~
Blue Fox: No.
Otter: I'm going to let you sleep now.
Blue Fox: (laughs) What? No!
Otter: Goodnight~ I'll call tomorrow.
Blue Fox: (laughs) No~ Don't hang up!
(Otter hangs up)
(Blue Fox calls Otter back)
Blue Fox: I'm sad now.
Otter: Why?
Blue Fox: Because the girl that I really, really, really like just hung up on me...
Blue Fox: Hi~
Otter: He~y... What are you doing?
Blue Fox: What else would I be doing right now?
Otter: Laying down.
Blue Fox: Yes~! You're so smart. Not as smart as me though~ (laughs)
Otter: (laughs)
Blue Fox: Mmmm, okay. Goodnight.
Otter: Oh? Okay. Goodnight.
Blue Fox: Mmm~ (hangs up)
(Otter textes Blue Fox)
Otter: Goodnight!
Blue Fox: Aren't you going to call back?
Otter: What? Was I suppose to call back?
Blue Fox: Yes. =_=
(Otter calls Blue Fox)
Blue Fox: Hello?
Otter: How was I suppose to know that I had to call you back?
Blue Fox: You were suppose to call me back~
Otter: But you said 'goodnight'
Blue Fox: Yeah but you have to keep me awake.
Otter: What? No. Go to sleep~
Blue Fox: No.
Otter: I'm going to let you sleep now.
Blue Fox: (laughs) What? No!
Otter: Goodnight~ I'll call tomorrow.
Blue Fox: (laughs) No~ Don't hang up!
(Otter hangs up)
(Blue Fox calls Otter back)
Blue Fox: I'm sad now.
Otter: Why?
Blue Fox: Because the girl that I really, really, really like just hung up on me...
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Hunger Games: hooza!!
Nothing new happening lately except that 2nd term has started and I am ready to kick some academe ass! :D
Oh, I've just finished reading all 3 Hunger Games books and it's one of the best books I've read since Harry Potter. Everytime I get my hands on a Hunger Games books, I don't want to do the chores, I don't want to sleep, I don't want to listen to anyone, I don't check my phone... yesterday, I read the last book while I was on the treadmill!
There was a time I was reading the first book, and a character died and I was almost in tears while on the train. Yesterday, I nearly missed my stop because the books are just so FRIGGIN' ENGAGING. When I first borrowed Hunger Games from my friend, I thought, 'if this is anything like Twilight, I'ma burn this crap.'
But the thing is, it wasn't crap. And the movie adaptation is coming out next year, I think. Not sure. But I have mixed feelings about it, like I always do when I found out a book is being adapted to the silver screen.
Roar!
Awkward Turtle
Oh, I've just finished reading all 3 Hunger Games books and it's one of the best books I've read since Harry Potter. Everytime I get my hands on a Hunger Games books, I don't want to do the chores, I don't want to sleep, I don't want to listen to anyone, I don't check my phone... yesterday, I read the last book while I was on the treadmill!
There was a time I was reading the first book, and a character died and I was almost in tears while on the train. Yesterday, I nearly missed my stop because the books are just so FRIGGIN' ENGAGING. When I first borrowed Hunger Games from my friend, I thought, 'if this is anything like Twilight, I'ma burn this crap.'
But the thing is, it wasn't crap. And the movie adaptation is coming out next year, I think. Not sure. But I have mixed feelings about it, like I always do when I found out a book is being adapted to the silver screen.
Roar!
Awkward Turtle
Nothing's Stopping Me But...
I was talking to Blue Fox last night and he seemed really serious about me going over there. I mean, I'm not saying I didn't take it seriously because I did but like, he's really wanting me to go RIGHT NOW. THIS WEEK. Actually, tomorrow.
Blue Fox Motivation.
Otter: I'm doing sit-ups but I'm about to give up because I just imagined you doing your Indian dance. LOL. Ohhh deeear.
Blue Fox: Lol. That should be your motivation.
Blue Fox: How many sit-ups did you do?
Otter: 55. 15-20-20.
Blue Fox: Do 50 more.
Otter: Whaaaaaaaaaaat. T_T
(30+ minutes pass)
Otter: 55+40. I'm done. I can't...
Blue Fox: You are doing great.
You motivate me more,
Otter
Blue Fox: Lol. That should be your motivation.
Blue Fox: How many sit-ups did you do?
Otter: 55. 15-20-20.
Blue Fox: Do 50 more.
Otter: Whaaaaaaaaaaat. T_T
(30+ minutes pass)
Otter: 55+40. I'm done. I can't...
Blue Fox: You are doing great.
You motivate me more,
Otter
Future Blue Otter-Foxes.
(Blue Fox and I are talking about adoption)
Blue Fox: Have you ever thought of having babies with me?
Otter: Hmmmm. No.
Blue Fox: Really? Are you sure? Are you lying?
Otter: (laughs) Yeah. I am. I thought it about it once. No. Twice.
Blue Fox: Ooooh. (laughs)
Otter: Have you thought about having babies with me?!
Blue Fox: UMMMMMM... Let's change the subject now. How was your day?
Otter: Noooooo, you can't change the subject. Have you thought about having babies with me?
Blue Fox: My day was great. How was yours? Okay?
Otter: Blue Fox...
Blue Fox: I don't want to say. Because if I told you how many times I thought about it, you're going to think about it and it'll be bad...
Otter: Tell me!
Blue Fox: (sigh~) 14.
Otter: 14?!?!? Are you serious?
Blue Fox: Mhmm. 14.
Otter: Wow...
Blue Fox: How does that make you feel?
Otter: (long pause)
Blue Fox: ... Hello?
Otter: Let's have babies... NOW.
Blue Fox: (laughs out loud)
Blue Fox: What if I couldn't have babies? Like, there's something wrong with my body? Would you still be with me?
Otter: Of course~!
Blue Fox: But I know there's nothing wrong with my body. (laughs)
Otter: (laughs)
Blue Fox: I'm not sure if I could be with you if you couldn't give me babies because I want kids.
Otter: Whaaaat?!
Blue Fox: Just kidding. That's where we adopt. Or, find a way to make it work or something. But I know there's nothing wrong with your body so... It's fine, I'm not worried about you not giving me babies. (giggles)
You won't be able to resist,
Otter
Blue Fox: Have you ever thought of having babies with me?
Otter: Hmmmm. No.
Blue Fox: Really? Are you sure? Are you lying?
Otter: (laughs) Yeah. I am. I thought it about it once. No. Twice.
Blue Fox: Ooooh. (laughs)
Otter: Have you thought about having babies with me?!
Blue Fox: UMMMMMM... Let's change the subject now. How was your day?
Otter: Noooooo, you can't change the subject. Have you thought about having babies with me?
Blue Fox: My day was great. How was yours? Okay?
Otter: Blue Fox...
Blue Fox: I don't want to say. Because if I told you how many times I thought about it, you're going to think about it and it'll be bad...
Otter: Tell me!
Blue Fox: (sigh~) 14.
Otter: 14?!?!? Are you serious?
Blue Fox: Mhmm. 14.
Otter: Wow...
Blue Fox: How does that make you feel?
Otter: (long pause)
Blue Fox: ... Hello?
Otter: Let's have babies... NOW.
Blue Fox: (laughs out loud)
Blue Fox: What if I couldn't have babies? Like, there's something wrong with my body? Would you still be with me?
Otter: Of course~!
Blue Fox: But I know there's nothing wrong with my body. (laughs)
Otter: (laughs)
Blue Fox: I'm not sure if I could be with you if you couldn't give me babies because I want kids.
Otter: Whaaaat?!
Blue Fox: Just kidding. That's where we adopt. Or, find a way to make it work or something. But I know there's nothing wrong with your body so... It's fine, I'm not worried about you not giving me babies. (giggles)
You won't be able to resist,
Otter
Saturday, September 10, 2011
My Interview Was Moved
Yesterday, I got a call from Julie from Uwajimaya and she told me that the interview for Friday would have to be moved because something came up. So we moved it to Monday, same time (2:30pm) and it'll be at the main office building.
I guess it's a good thing because it gives me time to brush up on my Japanese and Korean skills again and find some good stuff to say about myself. (laughs) Sounds weird to say that. I need to impress Julie a lot... I need this job. This job will show if I can be with Blue Fox. This job is my life right now. LOL. And I need money but more because of Blue Fox.
Preparing,
Otter
I guess it's a good thing because it gives me time to brush up on my Japanese and Korean skills again and find some good stuff to say about myself. (laughs) Sounds weird to say that. I need to impress Julie a lot... I need this job. This job will show if I can be with Blue Fox. This job is my life right now. LOL. And I need money but more because of Blue Fox.
Preparing,
Otter
Useless Tension in Seattle
Anyways, with my aunt and I... There's tension building up pretty quickly and I actually don't see the point in it and why she's so mad.
She was planning this trip to Great Wolf, which is like an indoor water park thing, and when she was still planning it she asked me what I thought about it and I told her that I can swim but I don't think it's quite a good idea because for one, I have other things to do, better things to do and priorities to think of first... I didn't come back to Seattle to play around and go on trips.
But I've already told her that she didn't have to but she still decided to go with it. She was inviting her friend, Maureen, but I don't really like her because of the way she treated my uncle (who she was married to) so it was uncomfortable... But then last Saturday, she asked if she could bring her 50-year-old boytoy Willy but I thought it would be extra uncomfortable... Because I have no idea where she got him and they've only been seeing each other for a short time and she was thinking of him being with us in the hotel room but I told her that we'd be all girls and then you bring in this guy that you just met... I expressed that it'd be uncomfortable. She was... Not liking my answer.
She was planning this trip to Great Wolf, which is like an indoor water park thing, and when she was still planning it she asked me what I thought about it and I told her that I can swim but I don't think it's quite a good idea because for one, I have other things to do, better things to do and priorities to think of first... I didn't come back to Seattle to play around and go on trips.
But I've already told her that she didn't have to but she still decided to go with it. She was inviting her friend, Maureen, but I don't really like her because of the way she treated my uncle (who she was married to) so it was uncomfortable... But then last Saturday, she asked if she could bring her 50-year-old boytoy Willy but I thought it would be extra uncomfortable... Because I have no idea where she got him and they've only been seeing each other for a short time and she was thinking of him being with us in the hotel room but I told her that we'd be all girls and then you bring in this guy that you just met... I expressed that it'd be uncomfortable. She was... Not liking my answer.
Since When Did I Call For A Trainer?
Blue Fox: Did you do 50-50 yesterday?
Otter: Yes. I did 15-15-10-10 sit-ups but for push ups, I couldn't do it straight. I have to work on that.
Blue Fox: Mmm, yeah. Today, do 15-20-20 push ups, then 55 sit-ups. And... I think you should run too when you're at the park.
Otter: Sigh. I know. I was just thinking the same thing.
Blue Fox: Does your back hurt?
Otter: No...
Blue Fox: Oh okay, good. Then you were probably doing sit-ups properly then.
Darn you, Blue Fox,
Otter
PS: I guess this is going to be regular if and when I live with Blue Fox. And this is what you get when you have an almost-boyfriend in the Army ROTC and to top it off, he's Korean. Korean's are hella determinated to be better and will make sure they do... What have I gotten myself into? (laughs)
Otter: Yes. I did 15-15-10-10 sit-ups but for push ups, I couldn't do it straight. I have to work on that.
Blue Fox: Mmm, yeah. Today, do 15-20-20 push ups, then 55 sit-ups. And... I think you should run too when you're at the park.
Otter: Sigh. I know. I was just thinking the same thing.
Blue Fox: Does your back hurt?
Otter: No...
Blue Fox: Oh okay, good. Then you were probably doing sit-ups properly then.
Darn you, Blue Fox,
Otter
PS: I guess this is going to be regular if and when I live with Blue Fox. And this is what you get when you have an almost-boyfriend in the Army ROTC and to top it off, he's Korean. Korean's are hella determinated to be better and will make sure they do... What have I gotten myself into? (laughs)
Blue Fox and My Lovely Trap
Blue Fox's roommates are causing chaos because they want to invite a lot of people to watch the super bowl with them? Lol. And knowing Blue Fox, he doesn't watch sports on tv so he didn't want to go but, they wanted him to come along and some people said that they won't go if he doesn't... And his roommates were talking about drinks (even though they know Blue Fox doesn't drink) and they started cursing and you could hear Blue Fox say, "Hey hey hey~ Watch the language. I'm on the phone with a girl." Awwwwwwww! And then I told him to tell his roommate that I want to come, he told his roommate and he said, "Great! The more, the better" and then Blue Fox talks about them going to the liquor store and buying White Russian and Vodka. I told Blue Fox, "Alright. I'll be there in 30 minutes." and he said, in front of his roommates, "Okay. See you in 30."
Friday, September 9, 2011
Working Out and In Love
So I'm back to working out more but... I wish I shouldn't have told Blue Fox. LOL. Now he's all in it. He was telling me, "Do 50 for both sit-ups and push ups. For sit ups, you should do 15-15-10-10 and rest in between but with sit-ups, you have to do it all at once."
You're. Killing. Me.
Not quite sure how Blue Fox can do 300 sit-ups in one sitting. And he still think it's not enough. Sigh. Makes me feel... Like I either want to jump him for being so yummy or makes me feel slightly weak and that I need to get stronger but more on the I-wanna-jump-your-yummy-self mood.
(about to end a phone call with Blue Fox)
Blue Fox: Mmm, goodnight.
Otter: Goodnight.
Blue Fox: Saranghaeyo~ (In Korean: I love you)
Otter: (gasp, giggly)
Blue Fox: (giggles) Goodnight
Otter: Goodnight
(hangs up but we text)
Otter: I can't believe you said it again... I'm giggly now.
Blue Fox: LOL.
Otter: :)
Blue Fox: I didn't mean to say it.
Otter: Then... Why did you say it?
Blue Fox: Because my heart couldn't keep it in.
Dies,
Otter
PS: Friday at 2:30pm, I have another interview! Yes! Let's hope "Uwajimaya" picks me. I effing need a job.
You're. Killing. Me.
Not quite sure how Blue Fox can do 300 sit-ups in one sitting. And he still think it's not enough. Sigh. Makes me feel... Like I either want to jump him for being so yummy or makes me feel slightly weak and that I need to get stronger but more on the I-wanna-jump-your-yummy-self mood.
(about to end a phone call with Blue Fox)
Blue Fox: Mmm, goodnight.
Otter: Goodnight.
Blue Fox: Saranghaeyo~ (In Korean: I love you)
Otter: (gasp, giggly)
Blue Fox: (giggles) Goodnight
Otter: Goodnight
(hangs up but we text)
Otter: I can't believe you said it again... I'm giggly now.
Blue Fox: LOL.
Otter: :)
Blue Fox: I didn't mean to say it.
Otter: Then... Why did you say it?
Blue Fox: Because my heart couldn't keep it in.
Dies,
Otter
PS: Friday at 2:30pm, I have another interview! Yes! Let's hope "Uwajimaya" picks me. I effing need a job.
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Workout Plan with Blue Fox
Blue Fox: What are you doing?
Otter: I just got out of the shower, now I'm putting on lotion and watching MIB (Men In Black).
Blue Fox: Oooh, mmmm. Is your hair wet?
Otter: Yes. Haha. You wanna dry it for me?
Blue Fox: Ahrrg~ I want to so so so so so bad! And... I wanna lotion you.
Otter: (LAUGHS) WHAAAAAAT? (shy)
Blue Fox: What? It's only your legs, arms and your neck, right?
Otter: No. I lotion my whole body. (laughs)
Blue Fox: (shocked) Whaaaaaaaat~ That's... Interesting.
(30 minutes of random-nonsense talking)
Blue Fox: You know when you're watching tv... You can do sit ups and push ups.
Otter: Mhmm, right.
Blue Fox: Did you do it?
Otter: Yeah, before you called me earlier and it's the reason why I showered.
Blue Fox: Ooooooooo... How many sit ups?
Otter: 45.
Blue Fox: At once or...
Otter: Every 15, I take less than a minute break.
Blue Fox: Oooh, how about push ups?
Otter: 35.
Blue Fox: That's got to change.
Otter: Oooh dear. I know.
Blue Fox: After we get off the phone, I want you to do another 45 nd 35. I can do 300 in one sitting. And you do it while your watching tv, just hook your feet under the couch and just... Do it.
Otter: But Blue Foxxxxx~ I just showered! I'm going to get sweaty again.
Blue Fox: Is that bad?
Otter: Yes. I can't sleep sweaty.
Blue Fox: YOU CAN'T?!
Otter: No, I can't. I'll feel very uncomfortable...
Blue Fox: When you come here, I'm going to make you sleep sweaty.
Otter: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Blue Fox: (laughs) I will. You won't be able to resist me. But do the same amount of push ups and sit ups again... Oh, and when you come here, I wanna spot you. And for every 10 you do, I'll give you a kiss.
Otter: Oooooooor... Something even better! Like... For every one sit up, I get a kiss.
Blue Fox: Oooooh dear. When you said that, I have this feeling that I can't explain but it makes me bite my lip and hug this blanket of mine.
Otter: Mmmmmm, got'cha~ Wink. (laughs)
Blue Fox: (laughs)
- Apparently, if and when I move in with Blue Fox... He said that he wants to play sports and work out with me. OH DEAR. I need to work out double time!
I better prepare pysically,
Otter
Otter: I just got out of the shower, now I'm putting on lotion and watching MIB (Men In Black).
Blue Fox: Oooh, mmmm. Is your hair wet?
Otter: Yes. Haha. You wanna dry it for me?
Blue Fox: Ahrrg~ I want to so so so so so bad! And... I wanna lotion you.
Otter: (LAUGHS) WHAAAAAAT? (shy)
Blue Fox: What? It's only your legs, arms and your neck, right?
Otter: No. I lotion my whole body. (laughs)
Blue Fox: (shocked) Whaaaaaaaat~ That's... Interesting.
(30 minutes of random-nonsense talking)
Blue Fox: You know when you're watching tv... You can do sit ups and push ups.
Otter: Mhmm, right.
Blue Fox: Did you do it?
Otter: Yeah, before you called me earlier and it's the reason why I showered.
Blue Fox: Ooooooooo... How many sit ups?
Otter: 45.
Blue Fox: At once or...
Otter: Every 15, I take less than a minute break.
Blue Fox: Oooh, how about push ups?
Otter: 35.
Blue Fox: That's got to change.
Otter: Oooh dear. I know.
Blue Fox: After we get off the phone, I want you to do another 45 nd 35. I can do 300 in one sitting. And you do it while your watching tv, just hook your feet under the couch and just... Do it.
Otter: But Blue Foxxxxx~ I just showered! I'm going to get sweaty again.
Blue Fox: Is that bad?
Otter: Yes. I can't sleep sweaty.
Blue Fox: YOU CAN'T?!
Otter: No, I can't. I'll feel very uncomfortable...
Blue Fox: When you come here, I'm going to make you sleep sweaty.
Otter: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Blue Fox: (laughs) I will. You won't be able to resist me. But do the same amount of push ups and sit ups again... Oh, and when you come here, I wanna spot you. And for every 10 you do, I'll give you a kiss.
Otter: Oooooooor... Something even better! Like... For every one sit up, I get a kiss.
Blue Fox: Oooooh dear. When you said that, I have this feeling that I can't explain but it makes me bite my lip and hug this blanket of mine.
Otter: Mmmmmm, got'cha~ Wink. (laughs)
Blue Fox: (laughs)
- Apparently, if and when I move in with Blue Fox... He said that he wants to play sports and work out with me. OH DEAR. I need to work out double time!
I better prepare pysically,
Otter
Otter Wants You At 5AM?
Blue Fox: I just finished PT (physical training; Army ROTC) I'm about to wash up and go to class.
Otter: Yay~! Mmm. Are you sweaty?
Blue Fox: I was kinda sweaty. It rained so I think I smell like rain. (laughs)
Otter: Oooo. Don't go to class and come to me instead!
Blue Fox: (laughs) You're a bad motivator.
Otter: (laughs) Sorry. Sigh. (sounds disappointed) Go to class and study hard...
Blue Fox: That's more like it.
I hate you yet I still love you,
Otter
Otter: Yay~! Mmm. Are you sweaty?
Blue Fox: I was kinda sweaty. It rained so I think I smell like rain. (laughs)
Otter: Oooo. Don't go to class and come to me instead!
Blue Fox: (laughs) You're a bad motivator.
Otter: (laughs) Sorry. Sigh. (sounds disappointed) Go to class and study hard...
Blue Fox: That's more like it.
I hate you yet I still love you,
Otter
Blue Fox and his Army bod.
Blue Fox: I have a picture that I want to send you but, um, it's... A little PG-13...
Otter: I'm over 13, for sure. What is it?
Blue Fox: I'm not sure if I should send it.
Otter: What is it?
Blue Fox: Ummmm. I don't know if I should... I'm a little embarrassed.
Otter: Why? Is it bad? Hmm. Send it to me.
Blue Fox: Fine. I'll send it when we hang up and sleep.
Otter: Fine.
(After an hour talking, Blue Fox sends me the picture via MMS)
- IT'S A PICTURE OF HIS BODY IN FRONT OF A MIRROR THE SAME DAY HE GOT A NEW HAIRCUT BY HIS ARMY ROTC FRIEND. WHY IS HE HALF NAKED?!
Blue Fox texts: Don't think about me too much.
Otter: (dies, giggles and ovaries about to explode and can no longer sleep for the next two hours)
Otter: I'm over 13, for sure. What is it?
Blue Fox: I'm not sure if I should send it.
Otter: What is it?
Blue Fox: Ummmm. I don't know if I should... I'm a little embarrassed.
Otter: Why? Is it bad? Hmm. Send it to me.
Blue Fox: Fine. I'll send it when we hang up and sleep.
Otter: Fine.
(After an hour talking, Blue Fox sends me the picture via MMS)
- IT'S A PICTURE OF HIS BODY IN FRONT OF A MIRROR THE SAME DAY HE GOT A NEW HAIRCUT BY HIS ARMY ROTC FRIEND. WHY IS HE HALF NAKED?!
Blue Fox texts: Don't think about me too much.
Otter: (dies, giggles and ovaries about to explode and can no longer sleep for the next two hours)
Monday, September 5, 2011
An Adventure With Strangers.
Yesterday, my mother told me that her friend Rudi has a classmate that lives in Washington and knows of a job opening in a Asian supermarket and it's main focus is Japanese things (other than typical Asian suff) so, I decided to do it... So I was calling Ms. Juliet and whatnot. She told me that she can drop me off but wouldn't be able to give me a ride because her and her sons were going to church. When I was at "Uwajimaya", she accompanied me and within 30 minutes of getting the application, I finished it and gave it back to the manager (who happens to be Juliet's cousin) and since there was a lot of time left, Ms. Juliet invited me to hang out with them for the day. So, I went to church with them, went to eat late lunch with them and other errands.
Feeling So Much Better...
A few minutes ago, I was on the phone with Blue Fox but I heard his mother in the background talking in Korean asking who he was talking to and he said, "My friend" but his mother was telling him to hang up the phone. I understood everything so I wasn't hurt or anything...
Blue Fox's mother was basically saying that she was upset thinking that he was talking to a girl because he promised her that he wasn't going to get a girlfriend until after he graduates. His mother worries that he'd be calling me a lot and not do his work and studies... So for tonight, we can't call each other. (laughs)
Blue Fox's mother was basically saying that she was upset thinking that he was talking to a girl because he promised her that he wasn't going to get a girlfriend until after he graduates. His mother worries that he'd be calling me a lot and not do his work and studies... So for tonight, we can't call each other. (laughs)
One Saddened Otter
So last night, I spoke with Blue Fox... I didn't get the chance to tell him everything that I felt, it was just too hard to bring up but for some reason, our conversation last night... Almost answered it for me.
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Do I Win? Or Is It Blue Fox?
Blue Fox: Still want to know what "etc etc etc" meant?
Otter: Yes!
Blue Fox: She must also know that he will always be happy no matter what so she doesn't have to waste time and forget about things that will only make him worry and mad for worrying. She can send it elsewhere. I'll use her substitute.
Otter: Awwwwwwwwww... She wants you to have it. It's meant for you. What's her substitute?
Blue Fox: (laughs) It was a bluff. It was just meant for her to get jealous cause it was payback for her saying that she was gonna send it elsewhere made him jealous.
Otter: (laughs) Aww. Was my Sung-Joon jealous?!
Blue Fox: A part of me was, yes.
Otter: Awwwwww. Don't be. I'm your gumiho. There's no one else but you. That was just said to make you jealous. Your gumiho's eyes are only looking at you.
It's A Tie,
Otter
Otter: Yes!
Blue Fox: She must also know that he will always be happy no matter what so she doesn't have to waste time and forget about things that will only make him worry and mad for worrying. She can send it elsewhere. I'll use her substitute.
Otter: Awwwwwwwwww... She wants you to have it. It's meant for you. What's her substitute?
Blue Fox: (laughs) It was a bluff. It was just meant for her to get jealous cause it was payback for her saying that she was gonna send it elsewhere made him jealous.
Otter: (laughs) Aww. Was my Sung-Joon jealous?!
Blue Fox: A part of me was, yes.
Otter: Awwwwww. Don't be. I'm your gumiho. There's no one else but you. That was just said to make you jealous. Your gumiho's eyes are only looking at you.
It's A Tie,
Otter
Spayed, Job Hunting and Play-Fights
LOL @ Turtle being younger than her younger sister! Lol, that was funny. And Turtle, don't hesistate to text Hottie... I'm sure he looks forward to you texting him~ I don't think he'd be annoyed if you texted him! :)
So, ever since my interview last Monday, I still haven't got a call saying if I got the job or not but luckily, I was able to get a little help and tomorrow afternoon, I'll be going to "Uwajimaya" and apply for a job there. Uwajimaya is like an Asian grocery however, it is mainly surrounding itself around Japanese things but it has all kinds of stuff there. I've never really been there and I know the pay isn't as great as it should but, I can't be picky, I need money and I need a job so tomorrow, I'm applying. I hope I get it... I have connections, almost. SO I HOPE I GET IT!
So, ever since my interview last Monday, I still haven't got a call saying if I got the job or not but luckily, I was able to get a little help and tomorrow afternoon, I'll be going to "Uwajimaya" and apply for a job there. Uwajimaya is like an Asian grocery however, it is mainly surrounding itself around Japanese things but it has all kinds of stuff there. I've never really been there and I know the pay isn't as great as it should but, I can't be picky, I need money and I need a job so tomorrow, I'm applying. I hope I get it... I have connections, almost. SO I HOPE I GET IT!
Saturday, September 3, 2011
Gushy Gushy Turtle
The other day, I was telling my friends that I wanna text Hottie to know where he is but I don't wanna keep bugging him.
So my friend Nikki texted him, asking where he was. He didn't reply.
Spam decided to text him. Hottie replied but his text said, "sino to?" ("who's this?")
So I decided to give it a shot and text the guy myself. He replied that he was just getting ready and about to leave for school.
Sam snapped at me as I blushed over his text, "tell him we're not friends anymore!"
Rolling on the floor,
Awkward Turtle
So my friend Nikki texted him, asking where he was. He didn't reply.
Spam decided to text him. Hottie replied but his text said, "sino to?" ("who's this?")
So I decided to give it a shot and text the guy myself. He replied that he was just getting ready and about to leave for school.
Sam snapped at me as I blushed over his text, "tell him we're not friends anymore!"
Rolling on the floor,
Awkward Turtle
I'm 21 and fiiiine.
So I was hanging out with my schoolmate yesterday. Let's call him Aslan. We were on our way back to the main campus of the school when we came upon the topic of me and my sister's singing.
A: So how old is your sister?
Me: She just turned 19.
A: Oh. I imagined your sister would be younger than you.
(pause)
Me: Um... she is younger than me.
A: Wait, how old are you??
Me: I'm 21!
A: 21????
(pause)
A: I thought you were 18! or 19 at least!
Getting younger by the minute,
Awkward Turtle
A: So how old is your sister?
Me: She just turned 19.
A: Oh. I imagined your sister would be younger than you.
(pause)
Me: Um... she is younger than me.
A: Wait, how old are you??
Me: I'm 21!
A: 21????
(pause)
A: I thought you were 18! or 19 at least!
Getting younger by the minute,
Awkward Turtle
Sigh... Complicated.
Believe it or not, Blue Fox made a promise to his mother that he wouldn't date or be in a relationship while he was in college and he has kept his word to her. And even though there were a lot of girls (and boys) who like him and want to be with him, none of them interest him... So he flirted around and would leave. But that all changed... Until he found me.
OMG, I SO LOVE YOU.
(This morning; Blue Fox is in class almost about to be dismissed and textes me)
Blue Fox: Prepare yourself. I'm calling you in 10 minutes.
Flutters in the morning,
Otter
Blue Fox: Prepare yourself. I'm calling you in 10 minutes.
Flutters in the morning,
Otter
Handcuffed Together Forever
Otter: I want to hold your hand right now... Actually, no. If I held your hand, you'd let go. Soooo, I'll have us handcuffed together.
Blue Fox: (laughs) What if I have to use the restroom?
Otter: I'll cover my eyes with my other hand.
Blue Fox: (laughs) What if I have to take a shower?
Otter: Hmmmm. There's two options. One, you'll have to shower with one hand. But if you have to go number 2, I'll have to release you.
Blue Fox: I guess I'm never going to go number 2.
Otter: (laughs) I can't have that... You have to!
Blue Fox: I'll carry a poop bag.
Otter: (LAUGHS) I suppose we'll be handcuffed together fuhevah!
Blue Fox: Oh yeeeeeeahhhhhh
Blue Fox: (laughs) What if I have to use the restroom?
Otter: I'll cover my eyes with my other hand.
Blue Fox: (laughs) What if I have to take a shower?
Otter: Hmmmm. There's two options. One, you'll have to shower with one hand. But if you have to go number 2, I'll have to release you.
Blue Fox: I guess I'm never going to go number 2.
Otter: (laughs) I can't have that... You have to!
Blue Fox: I'll carry a poop bag.
Otter: (LAUGHS) I suppose we'll be handcuffed together fuhevah!
Blue Fox: Oh yeeeeeeahhhhhh
Friday, September 2, 2011
On A Serious Note
Now that Blue Fox has started school, he's going to be really busy and it makes me a little sad that we won't be able to talk as much anymore and we won't be able to speak on the phone with one another late at night like we're use to. Sigh. But I love how he calls me when he's on his way to his first class and I'm just waking up! And his voice mails? Ohmygod, SAVED ALL OF THEM. They are just too cute~
On a serious note though.
We all probably know that I've never felt this way before. I've even told Blue Fox that I'm a little confused and a little scared because I'm liking someone too much, too quickly and missing him so much, so often and he told me that he feels the same and we both don't really care.
Now that I'm trying to find a job here in Seattle, each day is getting harder because I have to manage my cousin who's becoming a pain in the ass and I'm suppose to be getting paid by my aunt for "babysitting" her which is at least a $100 a week and I haven't gotten a cent out of it. I'm losing time and money and I'm practically on my last hundred since I got here and applying for a job is really hard, that's why I want to work now.
Also, the US Air Force. I'm starting to feel like I should let it go? And apply again some other time in the future? Or not join anymore and just go back to school?
Blue Fox is thinking of moving out of his dorm and into a new apartment by the spring-semester and when that comes along, that's the time I move in with him and his cousins. I know you might be thinking that I'm dropping all of this because of Blue Fox but I've always wanted to live in Maryland, ever since high school and if and when I have the money, I'll go and my mother even thinks it's alright as long as I'm financially stable and can get a job within a month of arriving there... But, I'm HELLA missing school. I've been waiting for this Air Force-thing to work out for the last two years and it seems like everytime I keep trying, something gets in the way of completing and I'm thinking, "Do I want this anymore?"
I don't want to move there and leave for the Air Force, knowing that Blue Fox is going to finish his ROTC Army and not do his duty and just go to grad school and finish his duty later on... I don't know. I... Just want to go to school again and forget this Air Force thing. Also, I'm scared that Blue Fox wouldn't and couldn't wait for me... I don't know. BAH, I'm scared and confused.
Ahhhhh, I don't know.
Stuck,
Otter
On a serious note though.
We all probably know that I've never felt this way before. I've even told Blue Fox that I'm a little confused and a little scared because I'm liking someone too much, too quickly and missing him so much, so often and he told me that he feels the same and we both don't really care.
Now that I'm trying to find a job here in Seattle, each day is getting harder because I have to manage my cousin who's becoming a pain in the ass and I'm suppose to be getting paid by my aunt for "babysitting" her which is at least a $100 a week and I haven't gotten a cent out of it. I'm losing time and money and I'm practically on my last hundred since I got here and applying for a job is really hard, that's why I want to work now.
Also, the US Air Force. I'm starting to feel like I should let it go? And apply again some other time in the future? Or not join anymore and just go back to school?
Blue Fox is thinking of moving out of his dorm and into a new apartment by the spring-semester and when that comes along, that's the time I move in with him and his cousins. I know you might be thinking that I'm dropping all of this because of Blue Fox but I've always wanted to live in Maryland, ever since high school and if and when I have the money, I'll go and my mother even thinks it's alright as long as I'm financially stable and can get a job within a month of arriving there... But, I'm HELLA missing school. I've been waiting for this Air Force-thing to work out for the last two years and it seems like everytime I keep trying, something gets in the way of completing and I'm thinking, "Do I want this anymore?"
I don't want to move there and leave for the Air Force, knowing that Blue Fox is going to finish his ROTC Army and not do his duty and just go to grad school and finish his duty later on... I don't know. I... Just want to go to school again and forget this Air Force thing. Also, I'm scared that Blue Fox wouldn't and couldn't wait for me... I don't know. BAH, I'm scared and confused.
Ahhhhh, I don't know.
Stuck,
Otter
In Love? Indeed So.
Yesterday (August 31st), I was going to let Blue Fox go to sleep but we ended up texting each other for 45 minutes... And it's the 45 minutes I never want to forget.
Otter I'll try my best not to miss you so much...
Blue Fox: Goodnight my gumiho (nine-tailed fox)
Otter: I don't know what to call you...
Blue Fox: "Dae-Woong-ah" like the character.
Otter: No. I want yours. Do you have a Korean name?
Blue Fox: I do have a Korean name but I'm not telling...
Otter: AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
Blue Fox: It will cost you a kiss.
Otter: I'll give you a million kisses. No. A BILLION. Wait... INFINITY! I'll give all the kisses you want!
Blue Fox: Well, my bad side would like infinity and THEN some... And he really loved your response about giving me all the kisses I want. I just wanted one... But my bad side wants french kisses too...
Otter: Mmm... What? You just wanted one?!
Blue Fox: And I don't want to be greedy so it would be best to give it to my bad side. OMG, when you texted 'mmm', my heart sank.
Otter: Is it bad?
Blue Fox: It's not bad but... I want you so so so so so much... Grrr. You made me feel this way... Great... Payback time.
Blue Fox: It's cold and I wat to hold you in my arms. Very tight and watch the sunrise. You can feel my breathe on your neck. I look into your eyes. I bring my face closer and closer. My hand touches yours...
Otter: Will we be laying down facing each other? Holding each other close? And our legs wrapped around each other?
Blue Fox: That would be nice. Sigh... You win...
Otter: Yes!
Otter: But I promise it'll happen. I'll give kisses, hugs and we can lay by each other all want. I'll wake you up in the morning, then sleep with you at night.
Blue Fox: Yours words are so comforting. My Korean name is Hwang Sung Joon.
Otter: Yay! I win! My Sung Joon-ah~
Blue Fox: (in Korean) ... I love you...
Otter: (in Korean) Really?
Blue Fox: (in Korean) Yes, really.
Otter: (in Korean) ... Me too. I love you too~
Blue Fox: I wanted to wait to tell you at the airport but you keep capturing my heart.
Otter: I'll pretend you didn't tell me and wait for you to say it again.
Blue Fox just told me that he loves me. He has never said it to any other girl and he takes the words "I love you" seriously and doesn't pass it around like nothing. So when he told me that... I was so happy and I almost cried because I knew that this never happens to him. I realized how much I mean to him, how important I am to him...
Constantly fluttering,
Otter
Otter I'll try my best not to miss you so much...
Blue Fox: Goodnight my gumiho (nine-tailed fox)
Otter: I don't know what to call you...
Blue Fox: "Dae-Woong-ah" like the character.
Otter: No. I want yours. Do you have a Korean name?
Blue Fox: I do have a Korean name but I'm not telling...
Otter: AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
Blue Fox: It will cost you a kiss.
Otter: I'll give you a million kisses. No. A BILLION. Wait... INFINITY! I'll give all the kisses you want!
Blue Fox: Well, my bad side would like infinity and THEN some... And he really loved your response about giving me all the kisses I want. I just wanted one... But my bad side wants french kisses too...
Otter: Mmm... What? You just wanted one?!
Blue Fox: And I don't want to be greedy so it would be best to give it to my bad side. OMG, when you texted 'mmm', my heart sank.
Otter: Is it bad?
Blue Fox: It's not bad but... I want you so so so so so much... Grrr. You made me feel this way... Great... Payback time.
Blue Fox: It's cold and I wat to hold you in my arms. Very tight and watch the sunrise. You can feel my breathe on your neck. I look into your eyes. I bring my face closer and closer. My hand touches yours...
Otter: Will we be laying down facing each other? Holding each other close? And our legs wrapped around each other?
Blue Fox: That would be nice. Sigh... You win...
Otter: Yes!
Otter: But I promise it'll happen. I'll give kisses, hugs and we can lay by each other all want. I'll wake you up in the morning, then sleep with you at night.
Blue Fox: Yours words are so comforting. My Korean name is Hwang Sung Joon.
Otter: Yay! I win! My Sung Joon-ah~
Blue Fox: (in Korean) ... I love you...
Otter: (in Korean) Really?
Blue Fox: (in Korean) Yes, really.
Otter: (in Korean) ... Me too. I love you too~
Blue Fox: I wanted to wait to tell you at the airport but you keep capturing my heart.
Otter: I'll pretend you didn't tell me and wait for you to say it again.
Blue Fox just told me that he loves me. He has never said it to any other girl and he takes the words "I love you" seriously and doesn't pass it around like nothing. So when he told me that... I was so happy and I almost cried because I knew that this never happens to him. I realized how much I mean to him, how important I am to him...
Constantly fluttering,
Otter
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Smitten Much
You know, Otter, there hasn't been much going on in this blog lately except for Blue Fox and Hottie! But I don't care!! We are sooooooo SMITTEN. My only fear is that Hottie might run into this blog and he'll be able to identify who I'm talking about.
Anyway, I saw Hottie just a few hours ago coz I was stuck with the lyrics I was writing. So I met up with Hottie in hopes that his creative energy would rub off on me somehow.
*siiiigh*
He. Is. Just. Something else.
I wasn't able to figure out a good concept for my second original song that I'm gonna record. But I did have him listen to the first one I've recorded. While I was going through my lyrics, I stared at him listening to my song. He had his eyes closed, his face slightly tensed in concentration. "You ok?" I said. "Yeah," he smiled, as his eyes opened, "I'm just thinking what to do as a music video for this."
Holy cow, my heart!
I. Just. Can't!
Going delirious in a heartbeat,
Awkward Turtle
Anyway, I saw Hottie just a few hours ago coz I was stuck with the lyrics I was writing. So I met up with Hottie in hopes that his creative energy would rub off on me somehow.
*siiiigh*
He. Is. Just. Something else.
I wasn't able to figure out a good concept for my second original song that I'm gonna record. But I did have him listen to the first one I've recorded. While I was going through my lyrics, I stared at him listening to my song. He had his eyes closed, his face slightly tensed in concentration. "You ok?" I said. "Yeah," he smiled, as his eyes opened, "I'm just thinking what to do as a music video for this."
Holy cow, my heart!
I. Just. Can't!
Going delirious in a heartbeat,
Awkward Turtle
Curse You, Blue Fox!
AND I SHALL SAY THIS AGAIN...
CURSE YOU, BLUE FOX!
... For calling me while you're doing sit-ups.
OMGOMGOMG, STOP BREATHING! DAMN YOU, BLUE FOX! STOP IT! MY OVARIES IS GOING TO EXPLODE! (cries)
Love,
Otter
CURSE YOU, BLUE FOX!
... For calling me while you're doing sit-ups.
OMGOMGOMG, STOP BREATHING! DAMN YOU, BLUE FOX! STOP IT! MY OVARIES IS GOING TO EXPLODE! (cries)
Love,
Otter
So Wonderful, So Perfect.
You know what I love about Blue Fox? Besides his hot body, charm, smarts, wit and all the good things about him that I can't tell you because surely, you'll fall in love with him too...
But I love him for his extremely big heart.
He's active in his church and helps out the homeless, he participates in volunteer groups for so many other kids and he use to volunteer near this school for disabled kids (from physically diabled to kids who suffer mental disabilities) and he told me how much that place really made him feel so good about what he does for people...
He told me, "When you told me that the one thing you wanted to be growng up was Mother Theresa, I immidiately thought about the volunteer work for the homeless that my friend created here in Maryland and I thought that it would be an amazing idea if you and I were to go there together and help them out."
My heart melted... Especially when he told me that all the places that he use to volunteer at but hasn't had the time to since there's school now are the places that we will be going to regularly when I come over. I was just in awe...
I have an older cousin and he suffers from autism and he goes to a special school and I remember seeing so many other kids with different problems and most of them were the sweetest people I've ever met. Even my cousin, we weren't close but it wasn't until I spent time with him that we got to be closer...
There's even this old lady that owns a tire shop near his parents' restaurant business and she's a workaholic. So when he makes deliveries, he stops by to just say hi to her... He always visits people to drop by and say hi. No wonder a lot of people love him so much...
And yesterday, after moving into his new dorm, he went out to meet his friend and he saw that one of his friends (that's a girl) was going to meet her boyfriend at his dorm but she was walking alone so he decided to walk with her just to make sure that she makes it safe... Then he ran all the way back to his dorm to call me.
OMG, WHY ARE YOU SO NICE? SO WONDERFUL? SO PERFECT? I'm going to die...
No wonder so many people love him, no wonder he has so many friends and so many people know of him... And no wonder why there are so many girls who like him. Even gay people love him!
When I get there, that's all going to change. We're both going to have to break more than a few hearts.
Heart Crushers,
Otter
But I love him for his extremely big heart.
He's active in his church and helps out the homeless, he participates in volunteer groups for so many other kids and he use to volunteer near this school for disabled kids (from physically diabled to kids who suffer mental disabilities) and he told me how much that place really made him feel so good about what he does for people...
He told me, "When you told me that the one thing you wanted to be growng up was Mother Theresa, I immidiately thought about the volunteer work for the homeless that my friend created here in Maryland and I thought that it would be an amazing idea if you and I were to go there together and help them out."
My heart melted... Especially when he told me that all the places that he use to volunteer at but hasn't had the time to since there's school now are the places that we will be going to regularly when I come over. I was just in awe...
I have an older cousin and he suffers from autism and he goes to a special school and I remember seeing so many other kids with different problems and most of them were the sweetest people I've ever met. Even my cousin, we weren't close but it wasn't until I spent time with him that we got to be closer...
There's even this old lady that owns a tire shop near his parents' restaurant business and she's a workaholic. So when he makes deliveries, he stops by to just say hi to her... He always visits people to drop by and say hi. No wonder a lot of people love him so much...
And yesterday, after moving into his new dorm, he went out to meet his friend and he saw that one of his friends (that's a girl) was going to meet her boyfriend at his dorm but she was walking alone so he decided to walk with her just to make sure that she makes it safe... Then he ran all the way back to his dorm to call me.
OMG, WHY ARE YOU SO NICE? SO WONDERFUL? SO PERFECT? I'm going to die...
No wonder so many people love him, no wonder he has so many friends and so many people know of him... And no wonder why there are so many girls who like him. Even gay people love him!
When I get there, that's all going to change. We're both going to have to break more than a few hearts.
Heart Crushers,
Otter
Bettings with Blue Fox.
Otter: Did I make you smile?
Blue Fox: You could make me smile in an a apocalypse.
Otter: Is that a good thing?
Blue Fox: I think that's a good thing but people might think I'm a mad man.
Otter: True. Hmm. You can make me smile even if our earth was being affected by a gamma ray burst.
Blue Fox: (laughs) Would we have time to smile?
Otter: Yes. We would have 6~8 minutes until we realize that the sun's no longer shining...
Blue Fox: Correction! 8 minutes and 34 seconds...
Otter: Are yoooou suuuuuuure? 8:34?
Blue Fox: I'm actually sure of 8:20.
Otter: I don't think so. I think it's 8 minutes...
Blue Fox: (laughs) Is that another bet I smell?
Otter: I think so!
I love how we're both science-y,
Otter
Blue Fox: You could make me smile in an a apocalypse.
Otter: Is that a good thing?
Blue Fox: I think that's a good thing but people might think I'm a mad man.
Otter: True. Hmm. You can make me smile even if our earth was being affected by a gamma ray burst.
Blue Fox: (laughs) Would we have time to smile?
Otter: Yes. We would have 6~8 minutes until we realize that the sun's no longer shining...
Blue Fox: Correction! 8 minutes and 34 seconds...
Otter: Are yoooou suuuuuuure? 8:34?
Blue Fox: I'm actually sure of 8:20.
Otter: I don't think so. I think it's 8 minutes...
Blue Fox: (laughs) Is that another bet I smell?
Otter: I think so!
I love how we're both science-y,
Otter
Point Defiance Zoo
We went to Tacoma last Saturday for my cousin's birthday and we ended up going to the Point Defiance Zoo... It was fun, it wasn't like a typical zoo. There were a lot of different animals that were endangered and tried to increase awareness for them... So the typical animals you see at zoos weren't there. We got to feed some goats and road a camel. LOL!
Speaking of camels... The one that I got to pet was a little mischivous. I'm a big animal lover so I love all animals (and so does Blue Fox) and I was petting this lovely camel... I was posing to take a picture and he nuzzled my neck with his nose and then, BAM! HE KISSED ME! Still on the cheek but very, very, very close to my mouth! A very liberated and open camel he was~
I told Blue Fox about it and he was like, "Curse you, camel!" and then he added, "I'm gonna eat him! What's his cage number?" LOL, I reassured Blue Fox that even though this very open camel stole a kiss from me... It doesn't change how I feel for this one fox. He seemed to be smiling from ear to ear with that comment.
Later that day, Blue Fox texted me...
Blue Fox: Um... Me and my mom just had a date to the movie box machine. How does that make you feel?
Otter: A little jealous. But it's your mom... I can't be jealous of your mom. (sad face)
Blue Fox: I won't do it again.
Otter: It's okay if it's your mom. But if it's any other girl, I'll be mad. Wait, depends...
Blue Fox: Depends?
Otter: Mhm. If it's one of your girl cousins, then that's fine. But any other girl not related to you... Grrr.
Blue Fox: Roger that. Not even the handicap who has no one else to see or be with...
Otter: (laughs) So mean. What if... I went on a date with a guy? How would that make you feel?
Blue Fox: If he makes you happy, I have to allow you. (clenches fist)
Otter: You won't save me?
Blue Fox: I would have thought ahead and made his death an accidental tragedy so you would be waiting at the movies all alone. But then I appear!
Otter: Mmm, sounds better.
Just be mine already,
Otter
Speaking of camels... The one that I got to pet was a little mischivous. I'm a big animal lover so I love all animals (and so does Blue Fox) and I was petting this lovely camel... I was posing to take a picture and he nuzzled my neck with his nose and then, BAM! HE KISSED ME! Still on the cheek but very, very, very close to my mouth! A very liberated and open camel he was~
I told Blue Fox about it and he was like, "Curse you, camel!" and then he added, "I'm gonna eat him! What's his cage number?" LOL, I reassured Blue Fox that even though this very open camel stole a kiss from me... It doesn't change how I feel for this one fox. He seemed to be smiling from ear to ear with that comment.
Later that day, Blue Fox texted me...
Blue Fox: Um... Me and my mom just had a date to the movie box machine. How does that make you feel?
Otter: A little jealous. But it's your mom... I can't be jealous of your mom. (sad face)
Blue Fox: I won't do it again.
Otter: It's okay if it's your mom. But if it's any other girl, I'll be mad. Wait, depends...
Blue Fox: Depends?
Otter: Mhm. If it's one of your girl cousins, then that's fine. But any other girl not related to you... Grrr.
Blue Fox: Roger that. Not even the handicap who has no one else to see or be with...
Otter: (laughs) So mean. What if... I went on a date with a guy? How would that make you feel?
Blue Fox: If he makes you happy, I have to allow you. (clenches fist)
Otter: You won't save me?
Blue Fox: I would have thought ahead and made his death an accidental tragedy so you would be waiting at the movies all alone. But then I appear!
Otter: Mmm, sounds better.
Just be mine already,
Otter
Little Otter Babies.
I decided to take a walk and not be so cooped up in this house... So, I took my cousin with me and aimlessly walked around the area. We found this park near our place and the whole time, I was on the phone with Blue Fox... We stopped by the park and there were kids that my cousin could play with even if they were mainly boys. So, as a good role model and a "big sister", I tried to encourage her to go out and make some friends because she doesn't have friends to play with when she's not in school. I told her to go and play and she told me that she didn't want to make friends but then Blue Fox talked to her on the phone and told her, "You know what's good about meeting other people? You get to know interesting things that you never knew and you can share things with each other." and apparently, that didn't mean anything to my cousin because when I was back on the phone, my cousin kicked me so hard in the shin... I almost faught back but I was on the phone with Blue Fox, slightly in pain now and it actually got him angry. He hates it when I get hurt and then he told me, "You should come over now. Like right now. Just go back home, pack ALL your things and I'll look for a plane ticket for tomorrow so you can come right this instant!" as much as I would love that, I need to work and since I'm so close to landing this job... I can't leave? He understands the situation and that's when we have to remind each other to be patient even if it gets us a little irritated. (laughs)
So, after the park incident, we walked into Fred Mayers... It's like a little Target. Walked around, talked to Blue Fox at the same time and I stumbled upon the children section and I saw the utmost cutest outfit for baby boys! My first reaction was too oogle over how cute it looked and right next to it was a really cute shirt with a plaid overshirt and little pants! I just couldn't hold myself back on how much I'd want that outfit~ And Blue Fox heard me oogling over it and asked me. I told him that I saw baby boy outfits that I absolutely love and he said, "Are you insisting that we should have babies right now?" and I said, "Nooooo, I just... Love this outfit for a boy." and then he said something that made me giggle... He said, "Buy it now and keep it for future uses."
LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!! Oh dear. (blushing)
My body's ready baby (LOL),
Otter
So, after the park incident, we walked into Fred Mayers... It's like a little Target. Walked around, talked to Blue Fox at the same time and I stumbled upon the children section and I saw the utmost cutest outfit for baby boys! My first reaction was too oogle over how cute it looked and right next to it was a really cute shirt with a plaid overshirt and little pants! I just couldn't hold myself back on how much I'd want that outfit~ And Blue Fox heard me oogling over it and asked me. I told him that I saw baby boy outfits that I absolutely love and he said, "Are you insisting that we should have babies right now?" and I said, "Nooooo, I just... Love this outfit for a boy." and then he said something that made me giggle... He said, "Buy it now and keep it for future uses."
LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!! Oh dear. (blushing)
My body's ready baby (LOL),
Otter
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