Feeling So Much Better...

A few minutes ago, I was on the phone with Blue Fox but I heard his mother in the background talking in Korean asking who he was talking to and he said, "My friend" but his mother was telling him to hang up the phone. I understood everything so I wasn't hurt or anything...

Blue Fox's mother was basically saying that she was upset thinking that he was talking to a girl because he promised her that he wasn't going to get a girlfriend until after he graduates. His mother worries that he'd be calling me a lot and not do his work and studies... So for tonight, we can't call each other. (laughs)

I totally understand his mother though, I mean, if I had a son who was doing extremely well in school and then finds a girl that he's falling madly in love with... I'd find that girl and kill her so that my son can study. LOL, was that a little much? Just kidding, though but I totally understand her and I'm happy that Blue Fox is keeping it up.

Also, I will update you from my last post...

So my last post was basically saying that I'd give up everything just to be with Blue Fox and whatnot and that I was afraid of losing him. I finally got the courage to tell him my problems that eventually lead to how I feel about losing Blue Fox but we couldn't finish off the conversation because his mother caught him on the phone... So, we ended up texting instead. This is how it went:

Blue Fox: It's very loving and touching how you were thinking of giving up the military because I can't wait. But you have to realize that you have things you want to do. So if I have to wait 6 months or so, then I will wait. My only concern is you not being here after this semester ends. I'm hoping at least by the middle of my second semester. And she (his mother) was mad and upset at my lack of responsibility... As long as you keep me in check then there should be no problems.
Otter: I was just afraid of losing you, that's why I was willing to drop it. I know my priority but I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to wait. I'm trying to come to you by the end of this year or early next year... I'll make sure you do well in school. I know that I have responsibilities too but I also considered you in my plans. I was scared that yu wouldn't be able to wait for me... I just didn't want to lose you, that's all. I understand your mother, that's why I can wait until you graduate if that's what it takes... I wouldn't want to be a burden but I'll make sure that you focus on your studies and priorities as well.

THANK GOD,
Otter