Stay or Move Out and Updates

I haven't blogged in a while and I finally know how it feels to not really blog. It feels a little weird.

Anyways, so I'm four days in and I like it but I feel like me being here is making things awkward around here. I mean, living in with roommates all of a sudden could be a burden, almost I think... That's one of the reasons why I was a little hesitant to come here because I knew I'd be with him and his roommates and I wasn't sure how they would be liking the idea.

I feel like I make things awkward here because I don't attend the university so I'm just... Staying here. I need to step up my game in finding a job though.

I've been feeling this way since the night I came here and now, I'm thinking that I can't stay...

I know it's shocking because I got here and now I'm thinking that it's bad to stay but I mean, I feel like I'm making things awkward here... I don't exactly have a bond with the roommates yet so maybe that's why it's a little awkward, I don't know. And I'm sharing a room, not only with Blue Fox but with his roommate as well and I feel bad that his roommate can't sleep in his own room because his roommate has a girlfriend over. So I feel like I'm of a slight burden.

Anyways, I like being here and I like the people that I've met. One roommate is a film major, one roommate is taking up computer science, and his first roommate freshman year is taking up journalism and I met this guy who's a friend of one of the roommates and he's like, my new best friend now. LOL.

On the 20th, Blue Fox's first roommate had a birthday and we were on "Chatroulette" which is where you randomly talk and chat with people with webcams and to be honest, there's a lot of boobies, peens and creepers but it was fun because of the birthday boy~ And we did the unthinkable. He got Facebook married to a crazy chick from Jersey. She's pretty crazy... We all liked her so much that we added her on Facebook. LOL. And I think everyone's thinking of going to see her during the winter break... That should be fun.

Blue Fox: Have you heard of 'chatroulette' before?
Otter: No, what is it?
Blue Fox: You'll see... I think you'll have fun.
Jas: They don't have 'chatroulette' where you're from?
Otter: ... I'm from Seattle.
Bestie: (LOL) OMG! (LOL)

... Awwwwkward. LOL. Where did you think I was from? A third world country? Actually, I think they'd know what that is. Hahahahaha, I'm sorry I don't go on chatrooms and chat with random people with boobies, peens and talk to creepers. Hahaha! But it was funny. :)