In Love? Indeed So.

Yesterday (August 31st), I was going to let Blue Fox go to sleep but we ended up texting each other for 45 minutes... And it's the 45 minutes I never want to forget.

Otter I'll try my best not to miss you so much...
Blue Fox: Goodnight my gumiho (nine-tailed fox)
Otter: I don't know what to call you...
Blue Fox: "Dae-Woong-ah" like the character.
Otter: No. I want yours. Do you have a Korean name?
Blue Fox: I do have a Korean name but I'm not telling...
Otter: AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
Blue Fox: It will cost you a kiss.
Otter: I'll give you a million kisses. No. A BILLION. Wait... INFINITY! I'll give all the kisses you want!
Blue Fox: Well, my bad side would like infinity and THEN some... And he really loved your response about giving me all the kisses I want. I just wanted one... But my bad side wants french kisses too...
Otter: Mmm... What? You just wanted one?!
Blue Fox: And I don't want to be greedy so it would be best to give it to my bad side. OMG, when you texted 'mmm', my heart sank.
Otter: Is it bad?
Blue Fox: It's not bad but... I want you so so so so so much... Grrr. You made me feel this way... Great... Payback time.
Blue Fox: It's cold and I wat to hold you in my arms. Very tight and watch the sunrise. You can feel my breathe on your neck. I look into your eyes. I bring my face closer and closer. My hand touches yours...
Otter: Will we be laying down facing each other? Holding each other close? And our legs wrapped around each other?
Blue Fox: That would be nice. Sigh... You win...
Otter: Yes!
Otter: But I promise it'll happen. I'll give kisses, hugs and we can lay by each other all  want. I'll wake you up in the morning, then sleep with you at night.
Blue Fox: Yours words are so comforting. My Korean name is Hwang Sung Joon.
Otter: Yay! I win! My Sung Joon-ah~
Blue Fox: (in Korean) ... I love you...
Otter: (in Korean) Really?
Blue Fox: (in Korean) Yes, really.
Otter: (in Korean) ... Me too. I love you too~
Blue Fox: I wanted to wait to tell you at the airport but you keep capturing my heart.
Otter: I'll pretend you didn't tell me and wait for you to say it again.

Blue Fox just told me that he loves me. He has never said it to any other girl and he takes the words "I love you" seriously and doesn't pass it around like nothing. So when he told me that... I was so happy and I almost cried because I knew that this never happens to him. I realized how much I mean to him, how important I am to him...

Constantly fluttering,
Otter