Sickness and Dreams

     I've been pretty sick plus with an extremely upset stomach after downing street food last Monday. I haven't eaten street food for months now since I've been minimizing my intake of junk and fastfood, and along with it I've avoided street food all together. So after suddenly downing a meal's worth of street food pre-dinner (my mom's idea), I got sick, sluggish, fever, muscle aches the next day and I didn't eat for the next 24 hours in an attempt for my body to get rid of whatever bad stuff I ate. For some reason, that worked. My sluggishness and aches were gone and I felt clear-headed but my stomach was still in occasional bouts of pain. It's better now but GOD it's never fun to be that sick. NEVER EVER.

  I had this dream the other night. Tuesday night, I believe. I was hanging out with Diego Galan (which is very weird coz I haven't seen or spoken to him in ages, and no I don't have a pseudonym for him at the moment since we don't even hang out) in this random room when this crazy lady tries to break in the door using a knife. She manages to unlock the knob but Diego and I are blocking the door. So I can't remember exactly what happened next but next thing I knew I was also holding a knife and telling the crazy lady to piss off coz I wasn't afraid to hurt her. She got wilder and crazier and proceeded to attack a white kitten nearby out of frustration. Now THAT royally pissed me off so I knocked her off the kitten and told her that I can bear her messing with me and my friends but to attack an innocent creature was the last straw and I told her I wasn't afraid to murder her.

 She angrily stormed away. The kitten was totally ok, no wounds or broken bones or any marks made. It managed to protect itself by curling up into a ball of fur. (D'AAAAWWW).

 From my limited experience in analyzing my own dreams, I can safely say Diego G. represents my dreams of intensively learning Spanish and traveling to Spain (he recently was awarded a scholarship to study in Spain which is like THE DREAM). I'm not sure what the white kitten represents (if anybody has an idea, let me know). Crazy lady could represent my recent anxieties that sometimes spiral to panic but not entirely sure. This might root from the fact that my mom told me she can't enroll me for next term. -_- I dunno.

If anyone knows a good part time job that would fit me, let me know. I'd still like to stay here in Manila if ever.

Awkward Turtle