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Bullshit, I swear.



"Blue Fox,

요즘 좀 않좋아? (Have things been difficult for you?)

I just wanted to say that I understand. I remember you said you wished that I was there with you or why I couldn't be there with you... Honestly, you know i'd be there with you right now if I could. I don't want to be here in California, I want to be in Maryland with you... That's the main reason why I moved out of Seattle, it was so I could move TO you, FOR you, to be WITH you. I did it in a heartbeat. I did it for you and for us. Things have been rocky for the both of us but it's like what you said, we rushed everything and did it too quickly but I don't regret any of it because I wanted to show you that I wanted it all with you.

I believe there's reason why we're apart again and I feel like it's to build us back up, like how it was before and to make us stronger. I know it's tough but I think it was hard for you because we also haven't been communicating with each other as much as we use to or want to... That's where we lost connection. And negativity started to build and assumptions were made. But you should know that I ALWAYS have time for you and I will always make the time for you.

I love you and I still want to be with you like I promised and like we planned. I've told you everything from the start and I've kept all my promises to you~ I just hope you understand that I'm trying my best to achieve things, not only for myself and for my family but for us as well. I'm doing the Air Force for myself, my family and now, you. That's what makes me more motivated to work harder and strive... Because I'm doing it for us too. I hate waiting just as much as you do but I know it's worth it... Just like when you came to pick me up at the airport, seeing your smile and being able to hold you made everything worth it. And I know this will be worth it too...

Please don't think I've fallen out of love for you or lost feelings for you because I haven't and please don't doubt or question why I like you or love you... You know the reasons why I do. If you want to know again, just ask. If you want to talk to me, just say so. If you want me to call, just say so. I'm always here for you... I'm forever your Gumiho."

- This is my message to  Blue Fox in response to what happened before. I texted him a few days ago saying "I have something to send you" and then two days later, he says "What is it?", and I texted back and said I sent it to his Facebook. I waited TWO days and guess what I get?

I come home at 1:50AM from a long day of stuff (Dog-sitting Selena, FHE/Salsa Dancing, TGIF's) and I haven't been online for so long so I log on to see IF Aaron replied. And this is what I get:

"Hi Otter my name is Angie, I am  Blue Fox's girlfriend.  Blue Fox's facebook account was logged into my phone, so I accidentally opened your message. I understand you and Aaron had feeling towards to eachother before but not anymore. even if he still has feelings for you which I doubt.. he's with me. So I would really appreciate it if you don't send these kind of message to him. I trust him the most, and I don't want you to be the reason that I don't trust him and hating on you for these stupid reasons. 

thanks."

Omg, so I was SO angry when I read this. AND IT'S SO FUCKING WEIRD. Okay, so, first of all: Last night, I came home at 1:50am... I went to check Facebook to see if he even replied because I texted him before I sent this letter saying, "I have something to send to you" and two days later, he said "What is it?" And I sent it. And then two days after I sent it, I get this. Okay, so what is weird is that I came home and checked and I see that THIS REPLY was sent "about an hour ago" when I checked it. That's 12~1am MY time, which is 3~4am HIS time. WHY is "she" online at that time? I know Aaron would most likely be up at that time... BUT what makes it even more weird is WHY would he be on Facebook on SOMEONE ELSE'S phone? When he has his OWN Smartphone with Facebook on it? I mean, I would UNDERSTAND A LITTLE MORE IF IT CAME FROM HER OWN FACEBOOK, NOT HIS. You know? That's what makes me this she's fake and that's what makes me confused...

Turtle... Can you do his numerology thing? I know it's not much but yeah... I'm super heated right now and I'll update later tonight...

Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh,
Otter