RIP Steve Jobs

 I've never owned a Mac, iPad or iPhone (though I use my mom's iPhone once in awhile), but the death of a true visionary who had such strong influence on the world came quite a shock to me and my friends.

 One of my friends, Cass, announced his death to us while surfing the net at the school library. We didn't want to believe her until she showed us the web page.

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This is nearly the same shock I felt upon learning that Michael Jackson died.

 While we contemplated his death, one of my friends wondered if his coffin will be fashioned like an iPhone, along with the "slide to unlock" feature if you want to see Steve.

LOL-ing,
Awkward Turtle

I Miss You Terribly.

Sigh. This loneliness is seriously eating me inside...

I miss Blue Fox like crazy but I know he's super busy, tired and all of that. I just want to hear his voice again and have conversations like we use to but I know he'd be too tired for that.

I feel so lonely that I could cry... I just want to dig a hole in the bed, cover it with blankets, build a pillow fortress and just stay inside and just hibernate and not think of anything else.

I have nothing to distract me or keep me busy thus the reason why I want to keep on talking to Blue Fox but I don't want to seem like a bother. :(

I really don't know what to do...

Work out? Sigh.

Depressed,
Otter

Depression

I give up on my delusional love life.

Maybe I like him so much that I imagined our chemistry together.

Meh.


On the rocks,
Awkward Turtle

LOL, I miss you. SAD.

Me: (hugs Blue Fox)
Blue Fox: You are so spoiled! (laughs)
Me: What? You're mine, I can hug you all I want...
Blue Fox: Nope. Not unless you don't get your running shoes by tomorrow...
Me: What? That's unfair!
Blue Fox: Mwahahahaha...

I love you,
Otter

PS: I got it by the due date so, yeah. He and his heart is mine.

Finally, updates!

I don't even know where to begin...

Hours before I left Maryland, Blue Fox was arguing with his roommate on how I would get to the airport, but his roommate was saying that if he does drop me off, I have to pay $50! Which I don't have enough if I'm going to be traveling on my own. Since that wasn't going to happen, he basically told me to take the damn bus! I had to wake up at 5am just for this. Blue Fox can't drop me off at the airport because at 5am, he has to get ready for ROTC. And yes, he can't get off that because since he slacked so much last semester, he almost got kicked out and he really wants this so he's trying to show commitment. I was sad that I had to leave. So, we both woke up together and before I was going to leave, he hugged me. A really long hug and I told him, "Don't worry, I'm coming back~" and he said, "Mhm, just fix all the things you need to first..." and he also told me to text and call often. Sigh.

The night before I left, as well, I asked him to tell me how he feels because apparently, he's not telling me and he didn't want to express it because he feels weak but I got it out of him.

Serendipity/Destiny

 Yesterday, I was bored off my ass so I decided to look up my friends' numerology charts. As I was comparing my chart with Hottie's, he texted me out of the blue. He said he found my sketchpad at the school's art department library.

GOOD GOD. I didn't even realize it was missing 'til he told me!

Then I remembered that I was at that library with Aslan, and I was making notes with my sketchpad, and I must've left it in my hurry to catch the train with Spam. So I was thrilled to my toes that it was Hottie who spotted it, of all people! He said he found it on one of the book carts. Which is weird coz most people usually put stuff at the Lost & Found department. He even added, "it's funny coz I told myself it looked familiar." So he asked me if it was alright he'll keep my sketchpad so he could give it to me next time we meet up.

Of course he can! You know what else he could keep?? My heart!!

Swimming in lily pad 9,
Awkward Turtle