Paycheck and Licorice.

So, I got paid today and I’m suppose to celebrate, right? Wrong!

Since I am suppose to get $600/month, this tweaker decides to give me $366 and what’s her reason? A deduction of my plane ticket!

OHMYGOD, WHAT THE PISS! SHE DIDN’T EVEN PAY FOR THE DAMN PLANE TICKET! HER BROTHER DID! (who’s my mother’s sister’s husband)

… I knew it. I knew this family was greedy as (beep)~ Ugh! Conniving (beep)! And the deal from the beginning was that I’m going to get $600 a month and my mother already discussed with the brother-in-law and the whole family that the plane ticket will not be deducted from the $600! SO WHY THE (beep) DO I STILL HAVE LESS THAN $600?!

Seriously?! (beep) $366?! That’s only 60% of my actual pay! Such a (beep) rip off! I USE TO MAKE $600 IN LESS THAN A WEEK AND NOW THIS IS JOB IS MONTHLY! GIVE ME MY FULL $600!

Yes, I don’t care nor have any concern for your mother. I know that you’re fully aware that your mother is a grumpy old (beep) and you say you understand where I’m coming from but I know you don’t. You keep pressuring me to do everything your mother wants me to do even though it’s not in the job description and you tell me that I have to do things ‘voluntarily’ for her. You’re such an idiot, do you not know what ‘voluntarily’ means? I’ll volunteer when I feel the need to and with your mother, she sure as Hell doesn’t deserve it.

I hope she chokes to death or drops to the floor again!

Ugh! I hate these people, always have and always will. They did nothing but horrible (beep) to my family but I still had to do this for the sake of money. Sigh~ Oh, money… Why do you have to be so important?

I’m trying to leave tomorrow or Monday to live in with my best friend. Hopefully, I can get a ride to Riverside soon. Sigh, I can’t be stressed right now… I have a date coming by in less than an hour and I need to eat something since I skipped breakfast, I also need to get ready and (beep).

UGH! I don’t even know if I want to go now because I’ll miss AH~ ㅠㅠ

Scratch that. Actually, wait. No. Don’t. Only because it’s true but I’ll still go because one, it’s a nice dinner date in Long Beach with Licorice. So, I’ll suck it up, go and be a good girl.

Sigh.