Indigo in Indo.

On Tuesday morning, Indigo left for Indonesia to see his friends that he hasn't seen in about four years or more. He'll be there until Saturday morning. I'm glad.

In all honesty, I'm not quite sure if this will go anywhere. I haven't tried anything or whatever but just seeing it as it is... I'm 50/50 (maybe I'm being a little too generous) with the whole thing. Do I feel like I'm his type? Yes. Feel is the word. But am I? Not sure. If he thinks Rhino is "gorgeous", then what am I? A freaking goddess? I think so. I wouldn't call this a 'love triangle' because I don't think Indigo is Rhino's type... But, you know. Still. Gross. Sigh~ "Still gorgeous", he says. Ha! Gorgeous my sweet patootie!

I don't know. I honestly don't know... That's why I'm taking this time (away from him) to just chill out because I think with what happened along the way, I reopened a bottle of feelings that have been kept away all these years and it almost got the best of me... And, I'm really hoping I didn't leave any traces or hints along the way.

Let's just see what happens between Indigo and I.

Re-bottling,
Otter