Otter and Her Main-Squeeze

So, here's the deal.

Last Saturday, I found good tickets to Singapore (14th~19th) so I booked it because of course, I wanted to see my main-squeeze and I know he's dying to see my too... And just when I was about to buy the tickets - the only thing that's separating him from me - my card says that I've already exceeded the amount to take out today AND what I was left with wasn't even enough to purchase the ticket in the first place! And it was a good deal! $95!

Of course, I'm thinking that it's a mistake. So I called up the mother and she has no idea, I then call the father - who I will now be calling a "douche" - he told me that he cashed out some money and since he didn't have enough, he took what I had. I got pissed because one, this Singapore trip has been planned since I was 19 and was suppose to be my 20th birthday gift. Since I didn't do anything for my birthday this year and I have been a damn good girl since the day I was born, I thought I deserved it. Plus, no one gave me a damn 21st birthday gift nor did I have a party, I did absolutely nothing and did I complain? NO! So, the least thing that should have been given to me was this... JUST. THIS. ONCE. LET ME HAVE THIS!

That was a douche-baggery thing to do! And no, he's not paying me back. Why? Because he said, "You're my daughter. I don't have to pay you back."

I picked up more bills and found out that there's money left UNTOUCHED. Let's just say it's in the tens of thousands of untouched money! And I checked our balance online and he cashed out $600! And you know what for? FOR A DAMN THREE-NIGHT RETREAT WITH FRIENDS AND A RENEWAL OF MEMBERSHIP!

We have a hard time paying for bills and struggle putting food on the table... I was using my own money. And we lost it all for this.

I was going to stay at the Naval Lodge in Sembawang for five days. I would have taken a taxi even if Indigo couldn't come pick me up at the airport, I would have taken the bus to his house if I wanted to see him, WE COULD OF FINALLY GONE TO UNIVERSAL STUDIOS TOGETHER and make the world jealous! I was just so ready to see him already! Sad face. When I told Indigo this, he was sad, angry and thought the whole thing was unfair.

I should of seen this coming~ He's been indirectly telling me to leave and move out of the house and he's been trying to shoo-away mother too. So, when I leave, everything's going. I'm done and too tired to be nice.

However, there's a good side to this...

Otter: I really wanted to see you in Singapore though...
Indigo: But in the US, you probably won't have to worry as much. Travel is cheaper and I might get a car.
Otter: So are you saying you're going to try and come see me?
Indigo: (smiles)
Otter: (smiles) YAY!
Indigo: Since you seeing me epically failed.
Otter: I know. The universe is not wanting us to see each other yet.
Indigo: Because there would be too much sexiness. The Earth might implode.
Otter: That's what I thought! If we got together, the world  would tremble in jealousy and the universe would cry because we'd be too beautiful when we're together.
Indigo: Exactly

I filed for a new card on my own and I transferred my money there. Since I'll be working, I'll build up on my money and try to fly to Indigo... I wonder if Mormonville will allow me to come over. (laughs) and I'll try to renew my license, too... I don't think I can drive all the way over there so I might just fly. He'll have a car anyways. (giggles)

Like we agreed, the universe is trying so hard for us not to meet because it knows it'll crumble in our beauty. Soooooo, we're planning for now... But eventually, the universe has to accept it because the more you separate us, the more we'll just bounce back.

SO, my lovely Indigo has been busy helping a friend with online reviews? I have no idea what that's about but they're friends from church and his friend offered $50 per review? I don't know if I heard that right but yeah, he's been busy. I thought it was a group of friends, family or whatnot but I was wrong. (laughs) Oh well...

I miss him even more.