Be Still, My ♥

 I. Just. CAN'T.

  I mean, there is just SOMETHING about Hottie that just makes me want to... HNNNNNGH.

He isn't the most good-looking person I know, but the longer you look at him, there's this charisma that just pulls you right in. He has this certain charm that he's not aware of. Which makes him even more charming.

Seriously. I must hold myself back and stop with all this nonsense of texting him. I started this daily gratitude update with him. At the end of the day, we text each other the 3 things we're grateful for, no matter how big or small. This kind of daily exchange is a great way to pay attention to the little things in life and it's also a good way to get to know him better.

I call him Hottie. He calls me Beautiful. *gushgushgush*

What I've learned so far about him is that he was suppose to enter the seminary (thank GOD that didn't push through), he's a deeply spiritual person, he loves his parents to death, he's applying for a scholarship in school, and he wants to take up film and be a director in the future.

I have no trouble believing him. He's a bad-ass visual artist, he helps out TONS in theater productions in school, he's got stamina I wish I had, and he just loves to help out people to bring their visions to life. Plus, he's a Josh Groban fan. *cartwheels*

And there's this other day that I asked him what he was grateful for and one of them was:
"....I'm grateful for you for making me think about the simple joys in life. :)"


Please be mine,
Awkward Turtle