I'm A Happy Otter.

I think something great is going to happen. I can feel it. Why? Two reasons.

One being, I just got off the phone with the head manager of Nordstrum Rack, one of the places that I've submitted my job applications to. We had a phone interview but that's just one out of two, my second one will be on Monday at 11am. I'm kind of nervous and excited, I don't know what to wear... Lol. Crap! Hmmmmm.

Second, Blue Fox. Last night was pretty intense because we were on the phone for five hours and fifteen minutes; SERIOUSLY. Yes, we beat our own record. We were talking about random things again, things about our lifes, sharing stories that happened in our lives and personal things too. We even talked about past relationships. After the four hour mark, his phone died... He told me that he sprinted upstairs, woke up his brother at 4am just to ask where his charger was. (laughs)

Blue Fox: How many boyfriends have you had?
Otter: Mmm, guess.
Blue Fox: Hmmm. Honestly? 300.
Otter: (bursts out laughing) Noooo way!
Blue Fox: You sure? I mean, I think that's right.
Otter: Why's that?
Blue Fox: Because you're smart, you're actually funny, you're pretty... What more can you ask for?
Otter: (gushes) How many girlfriends have you had?
Blue Fox: Guess.
Otter: Honestly? Or would you like me to exaggerate it?
Blue Fox: Exaggerate.
Otter: Well, I say 7,000.
Blue Fox: (laughs) Higher.
Otter: Higher?! I knew it, 9000! (laughs)
Blue Fox: Close. (laughs)

He told me that even though their are girls who want to be with him, he can tell how they'd be by the color they show. And it kind of reminded me of what you said, Turtle... I remember you telling me about something with seeing color too. Blue Fox didn't like those girls around him because he saw their color as a dark color and it's not going to be a good thing in the end because it'll backfire but he told me that he sees my colors as multiple colors, and he likes it but he told me that I have sad color which kind of concerned me but he said that he knows how to change it then... My heart started to flutter.

He also told me that I was perfect. He said that all the girls that liked him were just book smart and that's it. They weren't funny, they didn't like the things that he was into and they couldn't make him laugh but told me that I was perfect because I'm not only book smart, but I'm also smart in other things, we have so much in common and he said that I was funny, enough for his face to hurt from his smile not being able to stretch any further. GAH! Why are YOU so perfect?

He also talked about things that were personal to the point where he teared up and we both realized how so alike we are... He has a lot more questions that he'd like to ask and wants to know more about me. I need to think about some questions too... I just want to hear him talk.

He's so smart, he's clever, funny, althetic, he can cook... Imagine a geek/nerd who can outdo jocks, cooks and still funny, sweet and very helpful. AND ABS. DON'T FORGET. This all sums up Blue Fox, basically.

When we had to end our conversation so we both can sleep, he texted me a few seconds later, "T.T I nomu nomu nomu miss you already" - 'nomu' in Korean is "really".

And this morning, I texted a 'morning' text and he called me minutes later, but I didn't pick it up fast enough but he called again and I answered. And you know why he called? Just to tell me 'good morning' because he wanted to hear my voice already. He had plans in seeing his college friends today but since two of them aren't ready, his friend Ryan came over and said that he was 'hungry' and that is the signal for Blue Fox to cook for his friend.

HE COOKED FOR HIS FRIEND!!!

And as he cooked, he was on the phone with me. UHG! Then after, we had to end our call because they were about to head out and I told him to have fun today and he told me that he'd try, I then replied, "You will." with a smiley. He replied back saying, "I like how your words comfort me so."

And then he told me that I'm the oasis of his heart. LOL. THEN, a song from Oasis played on my iPod! Psychic. He says things like, "You texting me makes me smile every time" or "I just called because I wanted to hear your voice." or sometimes he'd say he couldn't wait until he got home to call me so he's calling me the minute he got off work and is heading home but wanted to hear my voice already because he missed me.

I think he found what he'd been looking for and I think I found what I've been wanting.

Never felt THIS good,
Otter