Possessed!!

OHMYGOD, Otter! Have you been racking up your phone credits lately?? XD XD XD I had to stop my head from spinning just reading your updates! Crazzeeeeehhh! Why aren't you guys going on dates yet??

I SWEAR I haven't been myself lately. I'm going against all of my principles when it comes to guys.

A few days ago, I spotted Hottie eating lunch so I gave him his numerology analysis. While he went through it, he gave me his notebook and told him to read it. Their were scribbles and drawings. Was it what I thought it was?
"It's my idea journal." He says. It took all the energy in me to stop myself from grabbing him and kiss the bejeezus out of him!! Because I keep one too!

 So I slowly went through his idea journals, taking in all his ideas, dreams, drawings (His drawings are tons better than mine!), doodles, quotes he likes, movies he's watched, his thoughts about the things happening in his life... I thought I was going to cry because-in a lot of ways- he was a reflection of me. I saw myself in him when I looked through each page.

For me, it's like... GODDAMIT, I'm going to be SO upset if I won't make him mine soon!! He told me about the time he was onstage as one of the extras in the play Titus Andronicus. "So you didn't have a speaking role?" I jested. "But I got to kick someone!" He grinned.  OHMYGAAAAAAHD. The boyish charm!! I read Titus Andronicus and have a general idea of it- basically one of the most violent and gore plays by Shakespeare. He's part of the crew who make all the props, sounds... DOES HE HAVE ANY IDEA HOW SEXY THAT IS???

 I am officially possessed.

Lovestruck,
Awkward Turtle