Possibilities.

  Soooo... there's a possibility that I'd go on a leave of absence starting this summer because my parents are beginning to question their investment in my extremely expensive education and me having the audacity to fail some minors (ironic, coz my majors are doing fine). I'm seriously fine going LOA because for the past month I've been telling my friends (including Derp and Charlie) that I feel sometimes school is getting in the way of living my life. On the upside, I've always wanted to accept that job offer my friend told me for their college needing competent English professors. And I want to be able to work on my paintings again and focus on my music. I don't mind being delayed in graduating, I really don't.

 The only thing that pisses me off about this whole thing is that my parents think it's embarassing to be still in college at my age and not graduating on time. Like, WTF guys, WTF. Everyone's paths are different. Mine happens to be that my parents decided I'd be put in a business school (which I never really liked) before deciding I'd be better off following my own interests in the school I'm currently enrolled in. I'm thankful for that, I really am. And I also understand that my parents don't want to be buried in more debt. I have no trouble not going to school for a term or two. Another thing that pisses me off is they think just because my friends can afford being delayed or failing their own subjects doesn't mean I should follow them too.

 Oh yes, all my friends in school have trust funds in the East and go out of the country just to eat the same shit in McDonald's. NOT. My friends are all struggling as well and are doing their best and newsflash: we don't like to fail our subjects too.

 ARGH. Because of this, I didn't go to my first class last Thursday because I might lose all sanity and might breakdown in front of my prof.

 Things will get better.

 I will be watching Hunger Games tomorrow with Derp, Charlie and Dork. Despite people saying they're disappointed, free movie passes are a luxury that only comes to me once in a blue moon.
 Has awesome weekend guise!

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